perfectly imperfect

2010-05-31T21:38:00.001+08:00

" You and I loved each other, and then you broke my heart. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m gonna kiss somebody someday; and when I do, It’ll be for me. Goodbye, Chuck ." - Blair Waldorf

Taylor Lautner ,

2010-05-30T03:01:00.001+08:00

Latest addiction ;)

he's damn cute tho , I can't resist ^^

Soalan Cepumas !

2010-05-30T01:10:00.003+08:00

What is the most often question you get everytime people see you ? Well as for me , I always got these kind of questions :) Lets go through it .

1) Are you Malay ?

Okay , I've been receiving this since Myspace time back in 05 . I get tired of this . seriously . sometimes I just let it be , malas nak layan . Yes people , I am MALAY but with a mix blood of Pakistani from my mum . but basically I'm still consider myself as Malay because I love durian , I eat sambal belacan , tempe and a greatest fan on ikan keli goreng sambal cili padi . HAHA tetiba XD

2) Are you Muslim ?

I always get this question during Ramadhan or Aidilfitri time cause I updated my status about where I break my fast at , get so excited about Raya . and they were like "Are you Muslim ?" , "Celebrating Hari Raya ?" Ouh gosh ! agak2 ah kan . I am Muslim , eventhough I'm not a perfect Muslimah but I am proudly say that I'm Muslim :)

3) Can you speak Malay ?

Recently there is one guy in FB chat told me this after I replied "no lah" to him . and he was like "boleh pun cakap Melayu , ingat kan you org German tadi" HOHOHO . okay I get it if he get confused whether I'm Malay or not , but why he thought that I was Germany ? why not Arabican ? Italian ? Pakistan ? or even Spain ? HAHAHA . YES ! I'm good at speaking and writing and not to forget cursing in Malay ! hehe . In fact , Malay is my first language k . Saya bukan nya tak reti cakap bahasa Melayu , tapi awak yang start conversation in English , so apa boleh saya buat , saya pun melayan jelah dalam English , then awak nak cakap saya bajet mat salleh . Awak , tolong get a life okay ? :)

That is the 3 top questions yang I always get for people who don't know me . bagi yg dah kenal pulak , they always take advantages of this . There is one time during Ramadhan and we're on period , then she asked me to buy coffee for her at Starbucks , and I was like "fuck ah , nnt kantoi susah" and she was like "ala die x prasan pnye , kau speaking la ngan die , jgn cakap melayu" and I did and the waiter tak perasan lgsg yg I'm actually Perempuan Melayu Terakhir . HAHA jahat kan ? -.-

Then , there is one time when I walked in shopping complex with mum then I was about to try the perfume , then the promoter keep talking to me in not to mention broken English padahal die Melayu , ckp jelah Melayu kan dgn I . then suddenly she asked me where I'm from , and I was like , haha Malaysia lah mane lagi . and she laughed while saying "ouh Melayu ke ?" LOL !

Okay last memory yg I can recall is there is one time when I was sitting at the chair provided in the mall at KLCC and there's bunch of guys yg melepak right beside me . and that time I'm wearing black skirt with black top , senang cite semua black la , and ade one guy tu ckp "ramai betul orang Arab hari ni" and kawan die pulak ckp "Arab sebelah ni sorang je , mane pak Arab nye ?" and they were laughing like hell . and I was like sabar kau , jap lg aku ckp Melayu padan muka kau . and yes I did . Ishqa came to me , and I ckp "Ishqa , ibu mane ? Bella dh lame tunggu ni" and terus blah dr situ -.-

But whatever it is , I AM STILL MALAY lahhhhhh :D

absolutely not talking about you

2010-05-24T04:45:00.002+08:00

Ouh wow . It's funny when someone out of nowhere suddenly nak serang you . And I was like "baby baby baby ohhhhhh" eh no , I was like "eh fuck off , I'm not talking bout your boyf bloody bitch" . Jangan la cepat sangat terasa or perasan or berperasaan sangat . Blog is just a place to express my feelings , emotions , to speak my mind and to write whatever I want .

Well , as long as I don't talk about politics here , I guess I'm safe . LOL .

And I'm being myself with what I'm expressing .

That's the real feelings of mine when I write about something . and yes , I do curse , ALOT . People will get used to it , including "you" if you're happen to be people lah kan .

Ouh , it's 4.50 in the morn and I still have my make up on from the day . HAHA . too lazy to take it off . and I'm darn sleepy . okay only now I feel the sleepy-ness when everyone is about to wake up .

Nanites concrete jungle full of fakers . Everybody seem to be in style now ;)

Haters .

2010-05-12T03:46:00.003+08:00

They do exist aren't they ?

It's 3 in the morn , and I came across Jehan's notes on Facebook talking about this girl named Bee John which terribly deals with English language . Which school did she go again ? HAHA . okay enough Bella . I was laughing my ass off over this girl . At least , real entertainment at 3 am . Nice . Thanks Bee John yaw !

(from Jehan's note)

It reminds me of my past . seriously . got in fight with TQD . gosh , good old times weh :P I don't want to bring this up , but what's the point , really ? You don't even know me , never meet me before and how come you got me into fight with A , SR , D , HH ? You involved all the Tengku(if they happen to be the real Tengku la :P) and till your cousin is talking behind my back to my best friend , haha no life apparently . And what you get in the end ? N O T H I N G ! Instead , I'm having fun kutuk-ing you with Jazz at Myspace back then . haha so much fun weh . If only I could print screen the conversation . But still , I believe things happen for reason . And see who I am now ? and who you are now ? LOTS OF DIFFERENT kan ? You and your shallow minded not to mention terrible English with bad grammar still standing there with nowhere to go . Get a life !

Another fight I get into is with Mim . I have no idea why we got into fight . She is Shaz's friend indeed . Whose to blame ? but thank God it didn't last . We are friends now . I'm sorry babe , I was judge a book by it's cover before , but no more . I know real you now :)

College life . nuff said . They were my bestfriends but in the end they're the backstab bitches . best kan ? These typical narrow minded Malay girls happen to be real busybody with what am I doing . Depan2 cakap no hal , belakang kutuk bukan main . hamboi . jaga kain sendiri boleh kak ? Kain sendiri tersingkap x perasan eh ? Nyampah . sumpah . they were like "eh kau tau x Bella tue ....." , "Bella tu kan semalam......" and watsoeva pasal Bella . aku penat lah nak jadi popular weh . What goes around comes around aite . It's just not your time yet . Have fun waiting .

And recently , the real fight between me and D . eh wait , we didn't fight , we didn't argue , we didn't hit each other , so what were we ? Ouh yeah , it was her . the BACKSTABBER . You've no idea how much I love you , believe with everything you said , I trust you but what I've got in return ? Cheap talks ? Slander ? Lies ? I don't give a damn yeah . You already gone . I've erased you in my mind , heart and soul . Honestly , I did :) I know we've got hundreds mutual friends on Facebook , but please could you tell your friends to get a life too ? And stop asking me about what happened ? or stop talking about yourself to me ? For God's sake I don't care and I don't give a damn aite ? So please , if you happen to come across my holy blog please tell your friends about it . Thanks .

In conclusion , the haters do exist and they'll never leave us behind . Think positive is the best way . I always imagine myself as Paris Hilton . She have bunches of haters , but she deals with it in professional way . In the end , there is still bunches of lovers . Kan ? Hey , people won't talk forever & if they do , that's cool cause it's only making us FAMOUS . tak ke gitu ? :P

"it's my life Imma do what I do , if you don't like it it's cool , F*CK you !"

berrindu rinduan

2010-05-11T01:27:00.003+08:00

Dearest cousin , you are missed by me . ain't no lies about it . serious shit aku rindu sangat kat kau . dah , kuar dr "hell" tu skang . now . ish . I guess I'm not the only one who missing you like crazy here . Your sibs do and of course la your parents too . And my mum , nani , masipah . semua orang pun rindu kat kau lah . haish . Eh , wait . We don't even say proper goodbye kan ? :'( Ni yang rasa nak nanges ni . sob sob . tsk tsk . uwaa uwaa . see ? macam bunyik nangis dah ni .

So , this entry is just for you Farah Syaika Disa Mohd. Rafik ! I'll be going to miss you and guess lepas ni we will rarely meet cause kau kat Matriks N9 and aku kat Segamat . time cuti pun tak same . but no worries , since I'm home ni boleh lah every week aku datang melawat kau ^^ HAHA .

It feels different without you here tho . I've no one to gossip with , no one to argue with , no one to drive me around the town tengok abang cina hot tuh , no one to sleep with and no one to make jokes with :( There's only Adik & Oni left . and they're underage , S A D L Y .

Syaika , balik cepat tau . nak celebrate birthday Fufu nnt , balik k ? okay ? okay ? rindu sangat .

Aku rasa mcm nak tido bilik kau tau , but then tak tahan tgk "mamat mamat hot" tgk aku tgh tido . A W W W W . haha . you know what I mean kan .

watsup fucktards ?

2010-05-08T04:09:00.003+08:00

Olla weekend , I've been waiting for you tau ! sayang , finally you dtg pun . I love you love you ! muah muahhhx ! okay . stop it . gila gay .

Alright , so probably tmrrw , eh no 7 hours from now , I will be accompany my mum since Mother's Day is here (I really dont know the exact date) , so I've got several plans with her . Should be off to Ipoh with the lovelies and having celebration there but then Abah is off to JB , Mamapit still kat Sabah & Syaika is off to Matrix this Monday . haish . spoil je weh . When everybody is busy talking about Iron Man 2 la , IP Man la , my mom suggest a good movie to watch which is P R I N C E . wooooow . Mule2 ingat English movie ke ape , rupe nye Hindustan . hah amik kau . sekali Vivek Oberoi (ex-boyfie) pulak hero die . huish . H O T habis . haha . okay la , fine whatever you want mom . It's your day .

Ya Allah kurniakan lah aku boyf yang muka ala2 dia ni . haha boleh ? :P

Abah dah tarik muka . haha . x habis habis . sabar2 , Abah your day will come , sooner . Wait , when is my day ?! Where is "Awesome Children's Day" ? NOT FAIR weh . grr . but no worries , still I celebrate the days with you both . Ibu , lepas ni jgn complain every year Mother's day Bella bagi hamper perfume je okeyh . Ni dah bwk tgk movie siap . teman jalan2 for the whole day . hah . besar nye pengorbanan anak mu ini . cehwah . takpe2 , nnt birthday Bella , ibu x buat mcm ni siap lah . jgn bg alasan Bella kat Segamat la ape , I'll come back ! haha .

Gotta go now . I'm gonna need my long sleep . sumpah long . semalam sleep at 4am bangun at 3pm . anak dara ape ni ? turun2 je ibu , nani ngan masipah dah membebel . kalau tau , baik tapayah bgn terus . kan kan ?

dalam hati ada taman

2010-05-06T03:23:00.002+08:00

ADA ke ?

haha no comment .

Peeps , I'm on H O L S now . officially on :) So , since I'm already H O M E for about 2 months ni , please please I'm begging you , PLEASE take me out ! I don't want to be stuck at home with Nani watching Hindustan 24/7 , Yasmine yang mulut becok memanjang and Ashiq yg jerang melekat kat rumah . so please yeah ? Amm , you promised me oledi . don't forget forget to belanja me shisha at Carlos this Friday nite ouh . Yanie , you also already promise me kan ? Our girls date on Sat ? hah . datang jemput di rumah ye sayang :) And of course the only one Mia , our date next week jgn buat buat lupa ye makcik ? I miss you like crazy dah ni ! Lagi ? ouh yeah , Syaika is off to N9 for matrikulasi (skema sikit) on 10th May ! grr . bitch , aku baru balik , kau dah nak blah eh ? ape cer ? mcm mane nak dating ? nak sleepover ? nak manje manje ? mcm mane ? ottogeyh ?! touching :(

My first night home . sleep at 9 , woke up at 1 due to the most annoying badass F L U ! grr . tak pasal2 terpakse online . turun bawah . makan . then makan ubat . then tengok tv . eh eh , citer best at 4am kat ABO . kene stay up sebab nak tengok . salah siape ? salah SELESEMA ! grr . kesian ibu x boleh tido sebab bunyi bunyian yang mmg menjengkelkan datang dr hidung yang x berapa nak mancung ni ^^

Eh talking about Ibu , Mother's Day dah dekat sangat dah ni . What's for this year ? I'll make sure the celebration is lebih hangat drpd biasa . cehwah . Ibu , sarang-hae <3

no more her :')

2010-05-03T02:49:00.004+08:00

Because once upon a time.

We were bestfriends

But then I remembered,

Once upon a time,

Only comes in fairy tales.

I don't need a friend like you in my life even though it's hard to swallow the truth

but I'm glad we off this way . Have a good life .

malas .

2010-04-29T11:55:00.002+08:00

Honestly , I'm tired of bullshits . If this what you want , okay fine live it your way . Please don't ever keep in touch with me again . Please ! stay away from me . I need to keep a distance from you AT THE MOMENT . I don't believe that you had nerve to say the things you said . But I know , it's not your fault . but seriously , who cares ? You choose ur BF instead of ur BFF . It hurts , but nobody knows how deep it cuts :(

No matter what happen , still I'm always by your side . still loving you . still welcome you in my life . still you're my bff . still my soul sisters . still my kakak . still my every-single-thing . Iloveyou .

Once you had enough with that bastard , please lemme know and come back ! I'm always wanting you back .

Perfect Girlfriend

2010-04-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

* I LOVE YOU

* I have gorgeous eyes

* I enjoy being a girl

* I always smell good.

* I am curvalicious!

* I LOVE YOU

* I have long hair

* I won't drag you shopping with me

* I won't order a salad.

* I will hide around corners and try to scare you in the dark of the night.

* I will end up scaring myself and you'll have to calm me down.

* I won't nag you when you watch sports cause you know I will join you instead.

* I will let you be the MAN in the relationship.

* I don't hold grudges.

* I will let you do things you want.

* I won't get jealous over your "girlfriends".

* I love Justin Bieber.

* I listen to pretty much everything.

* I know what makes the rocking world go round

* My bed isn't overstuffed with furry animals

* I let you open jars that "I can't open"

* I won't ever cheat.

* I 'm gracious.

* I LOVE YOU

* I'm loyal

* I can laugh like there's no tomorrow.

* I say whatever on my mind.

* I won't curse you. I swear I won't.

* I can cook, clean, bake and I'll sing while doing it.

* I will hold you when you need it.

* I listen when you need to talk.

* I will be your date to anything that you need.

* I will remember your birthday.

* I don't need fancy things to have a good time.

* I don't care what we are doing as long as it's with you.

* You will always look hot as hell to me first thing in the morning.

* I'm 19 with the mind of an 21 year old and a heart of a 11 year old.

* I don't do drugs. I won't smoke and drink anymore.

* I won't flirt with your friends.

* I only need to see you 1-2 times a month.

* I only need a 10-40 minutes phone call everyday.

* I make bomb caramel, cakes and soufflés.

* I have sexy lips.

* I LOVE YOU

* I will hang out in your clothes to keep your smell close to me

* I won't put girlie things into your bathroom/room

* I keep myself well dressed and groomed

* I won't burden you with my PMS problems.

* I brush my teeth 4x a day

* I LOVE YOU

* Shower at least thrice a day!

* I won't make fun of your manhood

* I treat you for ice cream

* I love surprises.

* Any present, big or small, will make me happy.

* I have all my teeth and they are straight.

* I'm not looking for financial support

* I don't want to marry you right now.

* I LOVE YOU

* I'll let you hug me even when you are sweaty.

* I won't drag you to the manicurist.

* I don't eat pizza with a fork and knife.

* I won't go out all night without letting you know and let you freak out.

* I'll call when I say I will.

* I won't text you while you are out with your friends.

* Your wallet, car and house don't impress me.

* Treat me like a lady and I will treat you like a man and I will always be there for you.

* I have a rack that I will shamelessly display for you.

* I drink a lot of water.

* I can carry a conversation for long than 30 seconds.

* I won't go through your drawers or try to get into your cell phone/email.

* Your laugh will make me smile years to come.

* I will put post-its in random places for you to find when I'm not there.

* You + Me + Dancing + Outdoors + Rain = Afternoon fun.

* I don't listen to a lot of country either.

* I LOVE YOU

* You have already invested by reading this, so take a leap.

* Im not your average school girl sayang.

*I SWEAR I LOVE YOU SO DAMN FUCKING MUCH , ain't no doubt about it :)

Much Love ,

Salsabella Haron :))

HAHA . how's that sound to you ? heh . I've done this back in 2008 when I was in form 5 while waiting for my Add Maths Paper 2 to finish except for the JUSTIN BIEBER part lah :P

Ooi , I miss those moments kot . Erin , do you remember the prom ? Hellah goooood kan ? :')

it's been ages ,

2010-04-13T10:46:00.002+08:00

Since I wrote anything here . So yeah , here we go again . Life has been treating me pretty good lately and I'm glad for everything :) Umm , final is around the corner . So , I seriously need to get rid of social websites and of course cut down my social activities . So guys no more overnite ke party ke event ke okay . stop for now . FOCUS needed for FINAL ! Honestly , I'm a bit nervous bout this coming final . I've been such a "good" girl at Uni , so yeah . haha . whatever happens , let it be . heh .

I've been missing my bitches so dearly ! Erin , Ummi , Scha , Abil lets catch up . La Bodega everyone ? hehe . Can't wait for this sem break . We're going to stir some shits up cause just one night couldn't be so wrong right sluts ? heh . Luff luff luff and much luff for ya'all !

Dear , after two good years I finally OVER you . and I'm glad that I did . Thanks for everything . You're right , DON'T BE SAD CAUSE IT'S OVER , JUST BE GLAD IT WAS ONCE YOURS . You'll always be the best football partner , the best listener , the perfect lullaby for me . Those good times that I always heart :') It's time to say goodbye !

P/S : I listen to Justin Bieber's much lately ! This kid really get me going <3

My 5 Top Love Story .

2010-03-07T00:52:00.005+08:00

okay , here's the deal . I was tagged by Hannah , so here's what Im gonna do . I have to list down my 5 favorite love story ! So , let see movie ape yg layan :)

Tapayah explain la kot knpe suka cerita ni . Dari zaman hingus2 lagi sampai skg ni , crite ni tetap di hati ! confirm boleh layan bnyk kali and tiap kali tgk akan basah pipi :P confirm ! HAHA

Cerita ni sangat best ! Betul x tipu . Tentang Kareena yg otw nak lari dr rumah cause nak ikut boyf die and Shahid yg baru lepas putus cinta . Both on the same train . and the jalan crite I tell you ! very unpredictable and it's weird how they can be together in the end . HAHA

okay , x love story pun crite ni sebenarnya . Just rase semua lelaki yg kat dunia yg kene dump by girls TAK PATUT buat mcm laki ni ! Haha . Come on , move on la guys ! :) You can find plenty of Sarah Marshall out there . kan ? P/S : I tgk yg RATED VERSION punye k :P

Cerita ni sumpah sedih gila . Tentang Salman Khan yg jatuh cinta kat sorang perempuan ni . Mcm2 la die buat cause nak dapat perempuan ni je . But one day b4 their wedding , perempuan tu mati lemas . Sebab ? Salman Khan yg campak die dlm swimming pool ! (malas nk xplain panjang , nk tau tgk sndiri knpe Salman Khan buat camtu) . Then , Salman Khan jadi gila and Kareena is his doctor . Utk menyembuhkan Salman Khan ni , Kareena recall the memories sume la . and Salman Khan sihat and decide nak kahwin ngan Kareena but bapak Kareena x setuju and die do something to Salman Khan yg menyebabkan Salman Khan menjadi mayat hidup (at last mati cause abg angkat Salman Khan bunuh cause x sanggup tgk die mcm tu) and Kareena jadi gila ! Tapayah ckp la berape kali ulang tgk citer ni ! HAHA

Next is Mohabbatein . well , tapayah explain kot . Ramai yg tau ! Mmg best en ? :D

Kenape mcm bnyk citer Hindustan je XD HAHA kantoi !

Braces guy !

2010-02-26T14:44:00.003+08:00

Especially for Mia darling :))

Mia , you can keep him for the rest of your life

You know I don't mind :P

I've got the better picture of him la .

HAHA

GIGI BESIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :D

2010-02-22T23:12:00.001+08:00

Everybody sees it's you

I'm the one that lost the view

Everybody says we're through

I hope you haven't said it too

Why did I change the pace

Hearts were never meant to race

Always felt the need for space

And now I can't reach your face

So we'll crawl

Till we can walk again .

So lets crawl

Back to love .

you see ,

2010-02-21T00:36:00.005+08:00

I don't want a perfect life , I just ask for a almost perfect life .

A life full with laughters , endless happiness & love and no tears .

Pink of health till the moment I die .

A great family that always stay together :)

A perfect husband that wil love me more than himself :)

Friends that always be there for me till end of time .

Things that are classy .

Luxury rides .

(I'm craving for BMW X5 TYPHOON 2010 atm !)

A little perfect house by the beach .

And tell me what I need more ?

I'm not feeling well =l

2010-02-18T03:53:00.003+08:00

back from Malacca . everything's fine . super fine . and I'm happy , honestly :)

It's 4 in the morn ,

Shaz is sleeping heavenly next to me and I can't sleep .

envy her . haih .

Idk why . I miss you ?

HELL YES !

I do . ain't no doubt about it sayang .

2010-02-14T02:48:00.001+08:00

"Feelings never makes sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started."

Blaire Waldorf, Gossip Girl

You , yes you :)

2010-02-14T02:35:00.004+08:00

Ain't no lies about it .

Yes , I do .

Over a year .

And we standing still .

I love you .

more and more everyday :)

okayh .

BULLSHIT .

Me plus You :)

2010-02-06T01:52:00.003+08:00

Bieber you're totally a-dork-able , ADORABLE I mean :) heh .
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou !
currently addicted to this 15 years old gorgeous boy .

heyya peeps , I'm HOME *again* and that makes my weekend :) woot woot !
Well , the reason I'm home this weekend is because of Farah's house warming that going to be held less than 10 hours ! and I'm one of the VVIP (very very important person) you see . tak nak pun balik act , but dh kene pakse en :P and since cop kolej pun dah cukup 5 (batak sial !) and cop uitm pun dah separuh suku (buat paham sudah) so I'm free to be home eventhough ade SUKOL . hehe be jealous la sayang :P but no worries , I've got MC yaw ! so that I can redeem the SUKOL cop . thanks doc , you're the best ! :) lova lova .
I bet the house warming going to be hectic ! seriously ! ain't no lies bout it . all day n nite long .
to the lovelies all over the world , I miss you guys so damn hellah much ! especially my super-gorgeous people ; Farahs (all the 6 Farah) , Yasmine , Azlina , Azim n Naz n Nash n Amm n Jad n the list goes on n on n on ! haha .

eh , we're on 5th Feb already . teehee . the month of love . going to celeb it with the whole fam like last year again I swear ! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

soursweet

2010-01-29T11:50:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION EVERYONE !

I'm not going back to Klang this weekend because of college program . So , I'm going to spend the wasted weekend here in Segamat yg permai indah lagi aman *okay , so not* . haish .

You may laugh now ! gile kejam ouh :(

Started my blessed Friday morn with red eyes due to not enough sleep last night . Woke up and straight away to toilet . Get dressed up and off to Mama Shidah class . God , I tell you boring weh . but she is much much much better than last semester and that's a relieved thing :) Then , off to C block for BEL . but then , the most wanted thing on earth happened ! Guess what ? KELAS BATAL . yayy yayy ! ape lagi ? straight away to room la for sambung tidur ! & that's how my morning goes .

In few hours , Miss Shima is going to be here ! woot woot :D I'm really looking forward to see her and mengadu ape yg patut . haha :D

After 12

2010-01-24T03:49:00.002+08:00

After midnight I shall kidnap you from the world
and I'll keep you in my room
and I promise I'll stay awake
but if you chose to close your eyes now ,
hush now my love ,
I'll watch your sleep :)

Yuna - After Midnight

TGI Friday !

2010-01-22T08:39:00.002+08:00

Finally , weekend is here & I'll be home less than 7 hours ! :D

Ain't no word in the whole world could describe how much I miss my mum , lovelies , grandma , home , bed , chillin & p1wimax ! lols .

love love love love love

I just can't wait to be HOOOOOME !

mcm la study kat Aussie sampai excited gile nak balik -.-

bittersweet Sunday :)

2010-01-19T17:36:00.003+08:00

My Sunday started with a big yawn . no lies . I only sleep fr 3 hours the nite before cause extremely excited about Sagil Lagoon -.- So , everyone already prepared as the clock strike 9 which quite a relieved thing for me cause I hate waiting ! Should be me , Sally , Tiera , Ira and Mimy go with car and the rest with UiTM van but then abang kereta tu buat cerite keling paria pulak pagi2 tuh . We almost go there with van till uncle van tu offer pakai kereta die . So , we went there with Proton Saga putih zaman korang pun belum lahir lagi -.-
After 30 mins journey from UiTM to Gunung Ledang , Sagil we reached there around 10.30 am . Everyone gets real excited I guess . This is our first time to Gunung Ledang yaw , what do ya expect . hehe . After changing and all the bla bla bla termasuk membeli satu bola bewarna pink kitorang pun start cari port baik punye . Then after 15 mins , we found one nice port at the middle .
Semua orang pun dah ready utk menerjunkan diri sendiri dan jerit "sejuk sejuk !" haha . mmg la sejuk . Since they aren't so many ppl , we are the loudest ! yeehaa ! after few hours berendam mcm dugong , we decided to go back since dah ramai org dtg . So , we changed and cam-whoring and bought some souvenirs and bertolak balik around 2 pm . But as for me , Sally , Tiera , Ira & Mimy , we decided to go to Tangkak jap since Ira nak beli kain cotton . So , uncle tu pun bagi la kitorang bwk kereta die and tak kisah nk pulang bile . As we reached Tangkak , ade suara2 sumbang yg cakap "eh , jom lah g Melaka terus , nnt balik singgah Tangkak" and kitorang ni pun terhasut oleh suara sumbang tersebut and terus ke Melaka . Berbekalkan minyak RM10.00 yang di isi di Jementah , sampai akhirnya die Melaka and sempat round2 the world lagi kat Melaka tuh . Singgah Tesco since Tiera nak beli baju cause die pakai baju Princess Cllge ! haha .
Then , from Tesco , ingat nak pegi DP makan sane but then takde parking and terus ke Jonker Walk . pun penuh and tatau nak makan ape . Otw g Jonker Walk tu , ade selekoh and handphne Sally kat atas dashboard tu je , time die konar (cube sebut , baru tau :P) , handphne die dgn sesedap hati terpelanting ke luar tingkap since kereta tu mmg agak daif sampai Azri ckp "klau awek cun mane pun bwk kete ni , mmg aku x pandang ah" (sape Azri ? sabar2 ) agak kurang ajar di situ ye Azri . Sambung cite balik . So , kitorang semua mcm dh gelabah gile ah , kot2 phone Sally pecah ke rosak ke but then tgk2 okay je . just cover blkg tercabut . phew ! gile terel phone kau Sally :D haha . Then , meneruskan perjalanan ke JW . Tetiba di sebelah kanan pemandu terlihat la pemandangan indah 4 mamat hensem . Ape lagi , kitorang pun meng-follow kereta mereka fr quite few moments sambil terjerit jerit . paling loud ? sape lagi kalau bukan Mimy ! haha . After mereka terhilang dr pandangan and dh sampai JW , mmg full parking and tatau nk mkn kat mane . Ira pun suggest makan kat The Windmill at Jusco since hari pun dh lewat (around 6 time tu) and Jusco pun terus menghala ke Ayer Keroh , so senang la nak balik nnt . So , makan kat sane . Afta makan mmg plan nk terus balik , singgah Petronas isi minyak RM10.00 dgn harapan cukup sampai UiTM dgn jaya nya . Okay , kali ni tukar driver . Tiera the one . Tiera wa ckp sama lu , mmg laju gile nak mamp die bawak . Bayangkan lah kereta yang daif tu die pecut sampai 140 km/h kat highway ! tak mcm terkejut beruk pulak semua orang . but for us , bende tu dh biase -.- Then , sampai Tangkak we asked her to slow down since jalan bengkang bengkok and hari pun dh malam . Tiera pun mantain bwk 60 km/h . Tetiba , perjalanan menjadi sangat perlahan even Tiera dh tekan minyak habis . Pelik nye . Then bagi signal , terus masuk tepi . Then enjin mati and terus x boleh start . Tgk lampu bateri menyala . So , mmg expect bateri la problem nye . So , mati lampu mati radio and biarkan kejap . after 15 mins , try start balik . but x boleh ! Kitorang dah glabah gile la . Dah la tgh2 hutan kelapa sawit tu , pukul 8 lebih , anak dara mane x takut ? So , we can't think of whattodo and straight away call Azri (beliau la yang ckp begitu pasal Saga dan juga merupakan classmate kitorang) . After explain sume then die pun mcm terkejut and berjanji nak dtg . After almost one hour , Azri , Elham , Azam & Acap pun dtg menghulurkan bantuan . Lepas diorang berhempas pulas try start enjin and x boleh boleh jugak and dh fed up , Elham & Acap pun mencari foreman kat Jementah . Tunggu lagi sejam . Sambil menunggu tetiba semua org kete Gatal Attack ! mule2 , kene kat leher . pergh , mmg gatal . Ingat kn effect air gunung ke ape , but then Azri pun kene . mmg dasyat kesan nya . sumpah x tipu . gatal yg amat . Then Elham & Acap pun sampai ngan foreman nye . Foreman pun start check ape kejadah sume , but mmg x boleh start jugak . Last2 , foreman tu ckp "Aiyak , kete takde minyak lorh" and kitorang pun mcm memelikkan muka and ckp "tadi dh isi lah" & die tnye brape isi , kitorang pun ckp RM10.00 dgn bangga nya . Terus foreman and budak2 laki terkejut . RM10.00 je ?! Melaka ke Segamat ? Save bajet betul ! Pastu kantoi pulak pecut sampai 140 km/h kat highway . Nak pengsan agak nye diorang dgr . Kereta buruk , minyak RM10.00 and perempuan yg bawak ! Dasyat . Then , Azri , Mimy , Azam , Tiera and me terus ke Tangkak mencari petrol station . Then , patah balik Sagil and isi minyak . Pastu , boleh start ! and terus g Jementah , bengkel foreman tu . and singgah Seven E cause Elham pesan beli rokok and Mimy nak kuar kan duit . Tetibe , Mimy terus ajak tgk cermin . Adoooi , leher dah mcm ape ntah akibat kesan gatal2 tuh . dah merah and bengkak sampai Mimy ckp dah mcm orang kene AIDS -.- kejam ! Then byr foreman tu RM50.00 (semua ditanggung bersih oleh Azam :D) cause dah lewat sgt and takde papepun yg rosak and terus ke Segamat . UiTM mmg confirm2 dh x boleh masuk cause time tu dah 12 lebih and mmg x lepas la klau nk masuk . silap2 , kene tatatertib pulak . Kesian kat Acap , die ade class at 8 and quiz at 10 . Sorry Acap ! Then sampai kat Gemereh , kereta buat hal lagi takde minyak . Azri pun terus g rumah Daud (senior die) cause nak pinjam kete , but then si Daud tak bg pulak . Terus ke Segamat g Shell and isi minyak dlm tong sbnyk RM10.00 . After all that , kitorang pun meneruskan perjalanan ke Segamat and mencari kedai makan cause semua dh kebulur habis !(again , Azam bayar !) Lepak kedai mamak tu jap and semua pun dh buat muke , terus ke snooker center . Semua pun nak try main snooker termasuk la org yg tgh tulis ni -.- serious shit . susah kot . beginner en , biase la . then around 5 am , g dataran Segamat cause semua dh ngantuk . All the guys semua x tidur , jadi pak guard jage awek2 cun ni *perasan gile* tido . Then , around 6 bertolak ke UiTM di hatiku . Balik je , terus on laptop and sambung buat assignment IMD 154 then terus g basuh towel and around 7 baru tido . Bgn je dh kol 1 and Fana ajak g Segamat repair phne die , n tgk2 phne aku pun skali rosak . Aigoo -.-

And that's how the story goes . Menarik ? Almost NIGHTMARE ! but thank God for such a great friends like them even x rapat sgt pun dalam class . THANK YOU ! You guys deserve a standing ovation even korang panggil aku mak datin spa Q ! bapak ah . penyepak sampai XD

For cousins , korang takkan paham pun ape yg terjadi . Nnt aku balik , aku citer live kt korang .

what's for weekend ?

2010-01-16T22:27:00.004+08:00

Normally , I will get real excited when talk about weekends usually back in high sch . pergh , whatta good old times weh ! rindu :') but now , since Im already a cllge student , plus being in part 2 it seems harder to get back home . I've got module fr this week and it's forbidden to be home ! haish . But guess Im going back next week , yay yay ! *haha gedik*

Mule2 x confirm ade ke tak and everybody was like eksaited (sume org pun nak eja mcm tu skg) gile nak balik . then tetibe on thurs tgk board kt blok U terpampang indah senarai name student part 2 . patah hati . x jadi balik . dah la birthday Yasmin smlm (kisah pulak aku) . Last2 , Fana je balik sorang2 . pastu petang tu Alin plak balik -.- tak mcm sesorang pulak en ? :( sumpah sunyi . then , arini habis je module si Ayu plak mak die datang (pehal ayat mcm keling dh ni?) haish . lg lah sunyi . so , there's only one person left , Kak Mimy ! tp , kak mimy busy buat assignment VIVA . last sem en . so , i'm a lone ranger la this weekend . tulah al-kisahnya . pathetic bukan ?

So , module pun berjalan dgn lancar . okay , tipu . x berapa nk lancar pd mulanya cause miscomm ngan si Alin (bukan Rdhalin atau Alin Antasya , ni Alin lain) pasal group & percaya atau tidak Bella Haron menjadi amat amat amat pasif di dalam group tersebut -.- sumpah muka x rela weh . but afta few moments , I managed to fit in and manage to fake a smile (at least) . Then , on the afternoon we've got ceramah to attend at LT 1 . dah la masuk lambat gile , masuk plak ngan si Fatin (kwn Ain yg mmg tak rapat pun act) and buat muke selamba terus duduk . then , kene panggil ngan fasilitator suruh duduk ikut group . Ouh , terpisah sudah Fatin -.- Okay , ceramah bermula . Agak okay since the motivator talk so well and manage to makes some jokes ! hehe . okay , die membuat saya tertawa , FINALLY ! *tepuk tepuk* but bile dh last2 , rase mengantuk yg amat and terasa mcm nk tidur je kat meja tuh . After two hours , ceramah pun habis . yay ! time for KitKat , take a break *tetibe* haha . I've got 90 mins to get back to Zamrud and rest and eat and refresh and touch up ! gahhhhh ! tak mcm bnyk pulak nk buat . aigoo -.- but I managed to do it all in less than 90 mins :) hebat ! Okay , get back to the module . Evening session seems interesting since I already remember my group members' name . tahniah ! Mereka adalah Nazrin (the team leader & the only guy) , Najwa (the K-Pop lover >.<) , Nina (the blue eyed girl) & Mai (the birthday girl !) We interact well with each other :) *pencapaian yang hebat cause Bella Haron mmg x friendly , yg die tau senyum je * haha . After all the bla bla bla bla and BLA ! I noticed Sarah ! bukan Sarah Raisudin tp Sarah , the one who in the same tuition class at Kancil Subang Jaya back in 06 ! phew . whatta small world lah weh :) Glad to meet you here Sarah . We used to be close to each other back then :))

& that's how my Saturday's going on . Interesting ? SANGAT :D haha . but I bet , tomorrow is going to be hella good ! Me & my girls are off to Sunway Lagoon . Okay , tipu . it's actually Sagil Lagoon a.k.a Gunung Ledang ! woohoo XD tak kisah la Sagil Lagoon pun , ape nak buat -.-

So , I gotta sleep early since Im darn tired ! toodles people .

back to reality .

2010-01-11T20:15:00.003+08:00

Back in Segamat after 3 precious days with the lovelies . Haish . I don't feel right , here in my heart . My heart doesn't want to let go them , don't want let go Klang , tanah tumpahnya darahku . *cehwah* but Im so moving out from Segamat tho , SOONER . & that's a relieved :)

Okay , 2nd week of Jan started . I'm super busy . Assignments ! things I hate the most about being cllge student . Agreed ? but guess I have to deal with it in order to be the best among the rest yaw ! No matter what , I'll make sure myself struggle this semester :) Bella-ssi , HWAITING ! haha .

Nothing much I guess . Ouh yeah , I'm searching bout 5 current issues fr my BEL assignment . Ciao .

Here comes Monday ,

2010-01-04T03:54:00.003+08:00

Today is Monday . tomorrow is Tuesday . The rest is just W.T.F .
fuckthewhat ?!
Annyeong . It's 4 in the morn and I can't sleep . well , I must admit that I'm a bit sleepy , but I just can't sleep . annoying kan ? So here I am with my lappy & berukband and start melalut .
First class of 2nd semester gonna start less than 8 hours . *yawning* . Can I not go ? I know , I gotta go eventhough I dont want to . haish .

Well , there's nothing I expect from first week of 2nd sem . probably bnyk class yg lecturer tak masuk , or lecture shj cause buku pun xde lagi , then budak2 busy lagi nk bergossip psl sape DL sape tak , kecoh2 pasal cuti g mane , psl sape x dpt kolej & pasal macam2 -.- lagi annoying .

pastu , semua bising ckp homesick lah *macam aku* HAHA . nak balik minggu ni la , nak suruh mak dtg teman la *gile menipu , sape buat ni , g masuk tadika balik* .

okay , dah mengantuk sikit . layan FV jap then off to bed .
nites concrete jungle !

p/s : Muz , sumpah jealous you ade kat Ireland lagi . haish . orang lain dh masuk UiTM , you sedap2 extend cuti . HAMBOI . jealous tahu ? -.-

cross of things you've done in your LIFE .

2010-01-01T03:06:00.002+08:00

~~Graduated High School.~~
~~Smoked cigarettes.~~
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
~~Collected something really stupid.~~
~~Gone to a rock concert.~~
~~Helped someone.~~
~~Gone fishing.~~
~~Watched four movies in one night.~~
~~Gone long periods of time with out sleep.~~
~~Lied to someone.~~
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine.
~~Failed a class.~~
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
~~Taken a college level course.~~
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
~~Watched someone die.~~
~~Been to a funeral.~~
~~Burned yourself.~~
~~Run a marathon.~~
Your parents got divorced.
~~Cried yourself to sleep.~~
~~Spent over $200 in one day.~~
~~Flown on a plane.~~
~~Cheated on someone.~~
~~Been cheated on.~~
~~Written a 10 page letter.~~
Gone skiing.
~~Been sailing.~~
~~Cut yourself.~~
~~Had a best friend.~~
~~Lost someone you loved.~~
~~Shoplifted something.~~
Been to jail.
Had detention.
~~Skipped school.~~
~~Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.~~
~~Stolen books from the library.~~
~~Gone to a different country.~~
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
~~Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.~~
~~Had an online diary.~~
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
~~Had a yard sale.~~
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
~~Been in a school play.~~
Been fired from a job.
~~Taken a lie detector test.~~
Swam with dolphins.
~~Gone to sea world.~~
Attempted suicide.
~~Voted for American/Australian Idol.~~
~~Written poetry.~~
~~Read more than 20 books a year.~~
Gone to Europe.
~~Loved someone you couldn’t have.~~
~~Wondered about your sexuality.~~
~~Used a coloring book over age 12.~~
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
~~Taken a taxi.~~
Seen the Washington Monument.
~~Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.~~
~~Overdosed.~~
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
~~Been in a fist fight.~~
Suffered any form of abuse.
~~Had a hamster.~~
Petted a wild animal.
~~Used a credit card.~~
Gone surfing in California.
~~Done “spirit day” at school.~~
~~Dyed your hair.~~
Got a tattoo.
~~Had something pierced.~~
Got straight A’s.
~~Been on the Honor Roll.~~
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
~~Taken pictures with a webcam.~~
~~Started a fire.~~
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

looks like I haven't had enough with life . Gimme more !

twenty ten already ?

2010-01-01T02:46:00.002+08:00

Annyeong 2009 , annyeong 2010 !
Sehe bokmanee bateuseyo !
Have a fantabulous year ahead :D

nothing much for new year cause I've been busy packing up my stuffs . back to UiTM tomorrow . So , I just had a simple sushi party with my chick , CL a.k.a Sonie :D We had , well I must say pretty good time together .

new resolutions eh ? To resolve anything that hasn't been resolved last year . How was that ? I dont hv much to list down since I already achieved *some* what I have to & I'm glad that I did .

Oi wait . I'm NINETEEN . 19 ?
tua dah weh ! bawak bawak ubah sikit perangai kau tuh .
-.-

2009-12-30T01:58:00.001+08:00

I WONDER WHEN WILL I EVER MAKE YOU PROUD ?

AM I ALREADY DID ?

pardon me ,

2009-12-29T02:34:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE 2009 , HELLO 2010 !
I really really really CANNOT WAIT FOR 2010 !
woot woot :D

it's a random Monday night . Nothing much to do . or to say . Watched some movies on tv . One of 'em called ; College Road Trip . it's pretty good movie a bout a girl who wants to get enrolled in Georgetown , but her over-proctective dad wants her to go to nearby college . It's the same story as me . okay , NOOOO . it's uside down . HAHA . I wanna go to some nearby college while my mum pushing me away to somewhere far . far away from home & family . tsk tsk -.-

In the end , that girl made it to Georgetown , while me end up with mum's decision .

Sometimes , dream doesn't come true & it's not always a happy ending for every story . eh , real life story , like MINE .

heartbeat

2009-12-28T01:36:00.003+08:00

Annyeong :D

It's been awhile since I update my blog . so , here we go . we are on the end . finally , everything's over . new chapter of life . new phase . new experience . new friends . new roomates . new lover ? HAH ? NOO . well , at least not for now . I swear , single life is a gift ! HAHAHA . okay lets straight to the point . I'm on my last week home . going back to bloody UiTM on Saturday . aigoo -.- can I not go ? can ? can ?

I bloody forgot where the hell I put my student card at . no preparation yet . but so far so good . heh . honestly , going back to UiTM is not a big thing for me . cause I know I'll be back home again . very very often . lols .

okay move on , this week I've been busy helping Mamija family packing up stuffs . new crib yaw ! hehe . they already moved in yesterday . Alhamdullilah , everything's okay :)

what else ? As I always said , good things does happen in DECEMBER & it is ! :) I'm glad that everything is goin well . last week at home , I just need to chill to the max and start packing up ! haish . I hate packing . seriously . but I hate unpack even more ! aigoo -.-

btw , I'm thinking bout changing my phone number . there is a bastard keep calling/texting me like he has NO LIFE ! he's annoying . to the max . Sorry , but that's the true . If you come across my blog , please don't disturb me . stop calling me with those weird numbers you fucking bastard ! If I ever did anything wrong to you , I'm really sorry & if you think I left you hanging , you can committe suicide now cause I never ever been in relationship with you . there is NOTHING between us . get it bastard ? you made me hate you even more . you're irritating me . now , GOTOHELL !

I need my beauty sleep now . Talk later . Ciao

eh wait . before that , Mir sarang hae <3

ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! sodamnbloodyfuckingmuch <3

standing still

2009-12-11T15:15:00.002+08:00

Okay , I already knw my result . I'm not satisfied . AT ALL . but still thank God for everything . The result "suit" me well . Honestly . Well , guess Im too playful . being part 1 . You know how it was . I'm still shocked with college life . live by my own . handling stress alone without family by my side . skipped classes . no one will get mad at me if i don't finish up my assignments . So , yeah ! I deserve the so-so result . I thought it would be worst ! but luckily , it's not .

So , I promised myself to get better , much much much better result than this one ! Hopefully DL . I won't let mum down . haish . I feel bad atm cause I yelled at her just now when she asked me bout the result and start nagging . I know , it's not her fault , not mine either . Life's way too difficult than I thought . Enrolled in UiTM is such a bad idea in first place . I always knew that . I thought I was lucky enough being in UiTM cause I never imagined to enrolled in any IPTA , and everyone believes that I'll never make it regarding to my cocurriculum pointer . it's E people . 1.3 . I dont even care about it back in high sch . I already set my target . Law in any IPTS .

But things go the other way , & here I am now as one of the UiTM student . Okay , I admit it's not easy to get in cause some just want it so badly but they can't make it and I thank God for that , but I always feel that UiTM is not the right thing for me . Always . But who am I to disagree with everything ? I'm just a follower . I'm a slave . I hv to obey what others think is right for me . My opinion , my voice , my talk equals to bullshits .

just so you know ,

2009-12-09T00:30:00.003+08:00

Every woman should have 4 pets .

A mink in the closet ,

A jaguar in the garage ,

A tiger in bed ,

& a JACKASS to pay everything .

-Paris Hilton

she's a total bitch isn't she ? but she's my idol since I was 11 . I still remember how bad I want to be like her . Taking picture at the mall next to her paper mannequin , till I asked the owner of the shop ; "will you sell this ?" LOL . I remember how excited I am having her perfume (Heiress) as my bday gift . Fyi , I still hv the bottle complete with the box . Now , not anymore . You know why I adore her damn much ? Her self-confident blows my mind away . No jokes . Whenever I feel down , whenever I need to be inspired , she's the one I look up to :)

superbored

2009-12-04T02:49:00.004+08:00

I've got well umm nothing to do . Like seriously ! haish . All I do is laying down on bed and watching movies , drama series , music videos on my lappy and busy playing FB games . I only went downstairs to brunch and supper .

Can I say that I miss UiTM life ? Is it acceptable to hear Bella Haron says that she actually can't wait for her next sem at UiTM Segamat ? hah . No lies , I really do .

Well it's 3 in the morn and I feel abit sleepy . I guess I'm off to bed now . Nanites paradise .

p/s : I wake up late for past few days . Reason ? My dream land is better than reality :)

sleeping to dream about YOU :)

YOU know who YOU are .

Yeshhhh you ELI! Saranghae :)

MIN HOO ; NO WORRIES , YOU'RE STILL ON MY MIND :)

bionik =,=

2009-12-02T03:35:00.006+08:00

Out of nowhere , he captured my eyes and my heart today ! :)

"you're the finest thing in history i've ever seen"

this one captured his attention :)

what December will bring ?

2009-12-02T00:54:00.004+08:00

The first day of the last month of 2009 ! Dear December , hit me ! Definitely can't wait for 2010 !

Well , my day was all good . Woke up at 2 , have brunch , watching movies all day long and busy jadi petani yg berjaya kat Farmville . I learnt a lesson from one of the movie I watch which is The Cliques . I just realized that I've this novel ! but I don't bother to read it , AT ALL . lols . Well , this movie basically based on bunch of classy girls which are mean , well no doubt they are . Then , one day there is a girl named Claire "sumthin" (she's cute when she saying that !) come to the town . Well , her dad and Massie's dad are best friend . So this Claire girl staying at the guest house . Basically , Claire is really simple , your next door girl , don't really bother what she's wearing or how her hair looks like while Massie is a total classy bitch with those branded stuffs and absolutely stunning ! (well , for me she is . I like her , personally) . So C is fascinated by M and trying hard to be like her and also impressed her . But in the end , C come to realize that she dont have to change herself to make somebody like her . She realize that she's trying really hard to get M attention , to be one of the M gang , and of course to fit in which is C never will ! So , she decided to stay who she is and be kind to people . and it works . in the end , C saved M from being humiliated in one party .
I feel whoa ! :D lols . at least , there is something to learn tho . it's good .

the great cast and Tyra Banks *the producer*

she's Massie . Isn't she classy nuff for someone who just turn 12 ?

Another one that I watched just now is The Mist . this one is kinda "scary" . It's about bunch of people who trapped in a supermarket . Well , not much to tell . I hate this one old lady who talks about doomsday and she actually belives that God send her to be the one that tell people that wolrd is going to end soon (konon macam malaikat Izrail la) . ugh please . she's annoying and she leads people to committe suicide . this movie I tell you , better don't watch . In the end , this David guy who act manage to get out from the supermarket bring 4 people with him including his son (act 8 , but 4 dh mati kene bunuh ngan "alien" bodo tuh) , and get out from that town but then afta few hours camtuh his truck lacks of diesel . So , he decides to kill everybody including his son ! I was like fuckthewhattttt ! haish . And he didn't kill himself cause he wants that bloody alien to kill him . But then once he stepped out from the truck , he finds out that the amry forces manage to get rid of those bloody alien and things get better . and all he can do is scream and scream and scream . full of regrets =,=

that's the movie review for now . LOLS . Ouh ouh new addiction , online shopping . well , blame those who don't take me out . Im spending money wisely thru internet :p hahaha .

I'm really looking forward to next year . This year was tiring . so much of drama . Next chapter puh-lease ! lols !

but before that , BONJOUR DECEMBER ! :D You know what , good things always happen in DECEMBER . well as for me it is :D

well you see ,

2009-11-30T16:34:00.002+08:00

we're cousins and we are

HARD LIKE DIAMONDS

STICKY LIKE VELCRO !

(includes syaika)

bestest i've ever had

2009-11-29T17:31:00.004+08:00

She's the one I look up to whenever I've got problems . The one that will always listen . The one that always pampered me in any ways eventhough she can't say those precious-three-words . She's a bit ego , okay I'm lying . not a bit , a whole lot ego , kalah lelaki . She's bubbly , talk much when she get nervous . She's humble . Very down-to-earth .

She listen to Jason Mraz's . She's so not into Caprice and thinks he's not hot-at-all . She read Chris Ryan's while I'm so into Simon Pulse's . She loves chillin around at Starbucks , her fav drink ; ice blended chocs . She is still single-and-not-ready-to-mingle . She's uncomplicated . Very simple . Your next-door kind of girl :) She loves to wear cap . She don't do make up . Tomboy-ish . Her cheeks get real pink when she's sweating and that's attractive ! aww .

We don't have things in common . It's weird how we manage to get along ! Seriously . Don't trust me ? Go ask her . We don't talk much back in school . First impression ? Macam sombong je minah ni . It's funny how we become BFF now ! Don't you really think so ? "Blame" the driving license thingy ! haha .

Wtv it is , I feel glad and blessed to know that I always have someone like you . Thanks for every-single-thing . I hope that we stay this way forever , forever till the very end .

You know you are "the bestest I've ever had"

Emira Taib :))

p/s : have a safe journey and I can't wait to see youuuu ! :)

Loves ,

Bella Haron .

RUINED

2009-11-29T02:40:00.002+08:00

EVERYTHING WAS RUINED

by Bella Haron herself .

when I said EVERYTHING , it means every-single-thing !

haish .

full of regrets . damn frustrated . dissapointed .

but still ,

egois . pretend to be "ouh-i'm-so-fine" . so-not-sorry .

ugh .

I always think that I deserve more , more , more and more ! I always look up , never look down . I always wanna be a better person . I never learn how to be grateful . All I know is , why they can have more than I do ? Who are they ? If they can , Bella Haron pun boleh . See ? I'm so-damn-AMBITIOUS .

Maybe , I should look down . Think about people who worst than me . Then only I learn how to be grateful . You know what , that's the right thing to do . I'll try -,- my very best .

it's 3 in the morn

2009-11-24T01:50:00.004+08:00

And I can't SLEEP ! It's been a week since I'm home . It feels good eventho it's quite bored accepting the fact that I'm home for 24/7 ! haish . Thank god there are some good things that I can do with my lappy and thanks to the excellent internet connection -,-
Well , I've done watching BOF (Boys Over Flower) and otw to watch it again ! as I said , again and again and again and again till I even said this to Syaika *I won't delete BOF files sebab nnt nak suruh anak2 aku tengok* Ommo ^^ . and I still think Geum Jan Di is not cute and Gu Jun Pyo is simply HOT . dropdeadHOT I tell youu ! drolls !

Min Hoo oppa , sarang hae ! XD

Not to forget , Farmville-ing ! addicted dah -,-
Ouh , Fishville-ing too ! and and Cafe World ! Thanks to FB for providing those XD

And of course lotsa things need to be done with cousins ! We're off to vacation this week :) I bet it's going to be a GREAT one ogeyh !

I just updated my playlist , here are some that I'm addicted to currently :

Love Like This - SS501
Bad Girl - BEAST
You & I - Park Bom
Ring Ding Dong - SHINee
Oh Yeah - MBLAQ
Man Maa Ha Ni - U-Kiss
Wedding Dress - Tae Yang
What Do I Do - Jisun
My Heart Froze - A&T
I Hate You - 2PM
Starlight Tears - Kim Yu Kyung
Stand By Me -SHINee
Wish Your My Love - T-Max
Heartbeat - GDragon
Heartbreaker - GDragon
My Heaven - Big Bang
Starstruck - 30H ft. Katy Perry
3 - Britney Spears
Tik Tok - Keisha
Second Time Around - Lady Gaga
Jason Derulo - Watcha Say

Most of them are Korea songs . Why ? kesan daripada tengok BOF banyak sangat , adore Lee Min Hoo gile babeng , and of course terpengaruh dgn Syaika , Soni n Nisha ! hebat :D

2012 huh ?

2009-11-21T08:02:00.003+08:00

not as GOOD as I thought it would be . I found it well , umm kinda hillarious ! Seriously dude . No lies .

top 5 reason why NOT to watch 2012 :

1_People SURVIVE in the end . ouh come on , they should die la weh ! die ! there is no "new world" afta doomsday you idiot !

2_those who got 1 billions euro can save theirselves . pfft ! dah kiamat pun pikir pasal duit . so damn unfair . means those who got no money say bye bye , those who with money say hello to 0001 ! whatthefeckkk !

3_that pilot , Sasha shouldn't die . He's too cute to die la . LOL

4_the woman ! damn pervert -,- her husband was killed when they tried to break into the ark , then couple hours later she's making out with her ex-husband ! perghhhhh .

5_everyone wants to ride the ark including elephants , girrafe n bears . ugh . make sense eh ?

yay !

2009-11-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'm on sem break now . How glad I am to be HOME , for quite a long period this time . Well , I'm a bit sad , truthfully . haih . Idk . I'm going to miss arguments moments with Fana , watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall with her & Alin & study together till 7 in the morn just to buy nasi lemak downstairs . Semua x nak tido cause takut x boleh bgn ! HAHA . but it's okay I guess . Next sem ade lagi ;)

So , since dah kt rumah ni , being with mum which is I can ask her to cook anything fr me , with cousins yang mmg sumpah kecoh gile nak mamp ! & not to forget with Isha baby , I miss her mulut bontot ayam , mumbling about anything and a good listener :)
I've got lots to do with them ! Seriously ! & not to forget nak layan BOF sorang2 so that boleh feel lebih -,- HAHAHAHA . Jun Pyo sarang hae XD

Yadaa yadaa yadaaaa !
eh eh nothing else to say , eh eh eh XD

My Perfect Future Husband

2009-11-11T20:04:00.007+08:00

HAHAHA ! sumpah teringat balik time jawab paper English for SPM :') Soalan ni lah yg menjadi pilihan di hati since soalan lain sume mcm agak susah -__-

Tadi , Fana la tanye , Bella , nnt nak boyf yg camne ? And I was like , ouh , entah la . x kisah pun . tp kalau nk listdown , panjang gak ah . And she was like , td ckp x kisah , tp nk listdown panjang . HAHAHA . biasa lah . Bella Haron pulak en .
So , since I pun tgh free ni *baru habis paper IMD 101 yang senanggilekacanggorengtutupmatapunbolehjawab* , tgh nk tggu feeling nk mandi dtg , jom jom talk about My Mr. Perfecto ! :)

First and foremost , of course la beliau mesti lah seorang lelaki TULEN , or we call it ASLI . haha . itu yang plg penting and WAJIB oke . lols . Beliau mesti lah seorang lelaki yang tulen sepanjang hidupnya *taknak ex gay ke ape* HAHA . then die mestilah TERUNA . clear ?

Then , beliau mesti lah ade persamaan sikit ngan Abah . I mean , perempuan kalau nk cari husband en , mesti la die nk yg mcm ayah die , x banyak sikit pun jadi lah . So , as for me kalau mcm Abah , laki tu mestilah seorang yg soft spoken and x pernah nak marah2 kalau orang buat salah pun . Die akan cool and diam je and tegur baik2 . teehee :D And kalau I buat salah pun , die akan ckp "it's okay hun , lain kali buat lg , I x kisah" Awwwwwww . And die kene lah mantain awet muda mcm Abah ! satu uban pun xde lagi eventho he is turning 47 ! Sampai my friends ckp "eh , ni ke ur dad , he looks young , mesti kawen muda ." "eh , mcm shukery hashim la" , "eh , ayah kau hensem tho ." CANNOT GO betul ! ^__^

Maturity . Penting tuh . Beliau mesti lah matang dari pemikiran nye dan mampu nak guide Bella Haron ni . Walaupun , I rase I dah cukup matang *okay , x sgt kot* , but still I need someone yg boleh bgtau I , Bella dont do this , dont do that , you should do this way instead and etc . Lelaki mcm ni mmg akan bertakhta di hati untuk selamanya . cehwah ! Lelaki yg matang selalu nya lebih cool & x cepat melenting . Tue yang BEST ! :) BUT matang bukan nye BERUSIA ! okay ?

Tinggi . Beliau mesti lah sekurang kurangnye tinggi seinchi dprd I . AT LEAST . cause Bella Haron ni suke pakai heels , then kalau boyf die pendek susah la en die nk pakai heels lagi , or maybe heels are forbidden for her ! Ala , x nak lah mcm tu . Klau x dpt yg tinggi pun xpelah I tak kisah , as long as die pun TAK KISAH I pakai heels jalan ngan die . Boleh ?

Respect . Sentuh bab respect ni en , beliau mestilah menghormati diri beliau sendiri , I , my family and also seluruh orang sekeliling beliau . Lelaki yang x hormat perempuan mmg akan di reject oleh mane2 perempuan pun kat dunia ni . Right girls ? HORMAT itu penting . Tak kisah lah kat sesiapapun , cause I do believe in "TREAT OTHERS LIKE YOU WANNA BE TREATED" . So , sebelum you nak orang respect u , why don't u respect orang lain dulu . Betul ? :)

A good-singer . HAHA . ni pun penting cause he has to be my perfect lullaby tau ! Sebelum tido , beliau kene la dodoi kan I . Well , tapayah lah nk suara sedap mcm Jason Mraz tue , janji boleh menyanyi kire pass . but kalau suara sedap , itu BONUS ! Lagu2 yang wajib beliau tahu ialah , Bella Luna & Sleeping To Dream *nak jugak :p* , yelah takkan lullaby nak nyanyi lagu CAPRICE pulak en , tak tido lah jawab nye and lagu2 Korea yang meruntun jiwa raga tuh . mmg terus lena x bangun terus ah -__- HAHA .

Flexible . Okay flexible di sini maksudnya beliau boleh menyesuaikan diri dgn my family . bukan nye BI ke ape oke . Beliau mesti lah boleh menerima culture on my mum's side dgn rela hati . Yelah , xdelah nanti dgn my mum's side , die mcm kambing salah masuk kandang pulak en . Tergamam je tatau nak buat ape . He has to learn the cultures and at least tau lah sikit2 bout the language . I mean like AT LEAST tau lah "I love you" in Hindi tu nk ckp macam mne . Bukan nye suruh die pegi language class ke ape . adoi -__-

Great sense of humour ! This is NEEDED bcause I love to laugh ! :) Beliau mesti lah seorang yang kelakar dan comel bile buat kelakar tu -__- Awwww so sweet ! And lawak die tu educated punye lawak . Jangan pulak buat lawak bodoh sampai I tarik muka and die bantai gelak sorang2 . Memang penyepak sampai ah . And paling penting , he knows how to get serious when needed :)

Pembersih . tak boleh tgk rumah sepah-sepah . lelaki mcm ni BEST . takde la nnt bile nak kemas rumah je I kene buat sorang2 . At least ade partner yg nk tolong kemas same . xde lah sampai I terpakse hire maid . betul ?

Family man . Lelaki yg sanggup cancel date dgn I just because nak pujuk adik die yg 11 tahun nangis cause kene marah ngan mum die VERY VERY VERY VERY IMPRESSIVE ! Lelaki yg sanggup x angkat phone call I just because die dgn family die , lelaki yg sanggup x kuar on weekend teman I shopping cause nak teman his mum shopping AMAT AMAT AMAT SAYA KAGUMI . seriously ! I x kan rase tergugat dgn laki mcm ni bcause I know , anything happen FAMILY COME FIRST :) kan ? Lelaki yang x kisah pun kalau I nak bawak my mum once in awhile kuar skali ngan kitorang , lelaki yang boleh ngam ngan my siblings . And nnt dh kawin , nk pegi honeymoon pun die ajak satu family pegi skali . Family die dgn family I . AWWWWWWWW SODAMNSWEET ogeyhhhhhhh ! :)

Beragama . Lelaki ni boleh bimbing I dunia akhirat cause Bella Haron ni bukan nye baik sgt pun . Beliau mesti la yg akan kejut I pagi2 untuk solat Subuh kalau I x sedar . Beliau yg akan balik je dari kerja , "syg , nnt jemaah Maghrib skali okay" . pastu time bulan Ramadhan , berlumba lumba dgn I tadarus Al-Quran and solat tarawih sekali :) Adoi comel nye . And of course , beliau jugak yg akan rotan anak2 I kalau diorang x nak mengaji . ngeee :D

Tak batak social . Beliau tidak terlalu duniawi . Beliau yg tidak akan pernah sesekali pun bawak I masuk club . yang tidak akan paksa I minum or smoke . yang bangga girlfriend nye konon up-to-date la kalau pakai dress , rokok sebatang kat jari , botol Heineken kat tangan then masuk club . TOLONG LAH . konon nye kalau girlfriend die tu x clubbing , kuno . ADOI . kolot kan ?

Pandai bergaul . Meaning nye di sini lebih kurang lah dgn flexible yg di atas tu . But yang ni , beliau mesti menyesuaikan diri dgn majlis dan orang2 tertentu . Beliau jugak mesti tau limit . Means like , klau ckp ngan perempuan pun jgn lah gile sweet talker sgt , smooth gile sampai dgn semua perempuan & girlfriend sendiri pun xde beza . mcm tu nak suruh I x jealous ? haih . Then , beliau jugak kene tau manners . For example table manners . Makan kene sopan , makan x boleh berbunyik *chap chap chup chip chap chap* lebih kurang la bunyi nye kalau tgh makan (pantang betul !) then kene pandai nk excuse me kan diri . HAHA . macam macam -__-

Humble . Rendah diri . Tak batak dgn parents' wealth . Tak cakap besar pasal diri sendiri . "Syg , you nak dinner mane ? Hilton ke Concorde ?" , and bile I reply "Syed Bistro jelah" , terus die tarik muka Donald Duck ! tsk tsk . PATHETIC .

WELL EDUCATED . enough said :)

Penyabar . Beliau kene sabar jelah kalau jalan g shopping dgn I cause I will spend almost an hour kat F21 semata mata nak pilih the right bangles to macth the necklace I bought last week . Allah .. Die jugak kene tahan jelah when I puji melambung si CAPRICE ARIZ RAMLI tu . semua concert yang ade die I nak pegi . nak buat mcm mane , dah I minat kan . So , die kene dengar and ikut jelah walaupun sebenarnye die taknak . Lg satu , die jugak kene tahan kalau kat I asyik2 dengar lagu yg same je sepanjang minggu tu ^__^ walaupun telinga die dh bernanah . Die jugak mesti tak kisah if it takes 2 hours nk tggu I siap . tulah , sape suruh x bgtau awal2 nak ajak I kuar ? HAH !

Great-cooker . WHOA ! ini best . Then , bile dua2 dh kat dapur , boleh lah bertekak tekak manja cause yang sorang nak makan asam pedas , yg sorang lagi pulak sibuk nak makan spaghetti bolognesse . Last2 , makan maggi curry je cause ape pun x jadi . At least , beliau mesti pandai masak . yang basic2 pun jadi mcm masak mee sedap tu , maggi , masak air and kalau terel sikit boleh lah masak cekodok en . So that , kalau I sakit ke , dalam pantang ke takde lah makan nasi bungkus je hari2 ;)

Football lover . HAH this is not a problem kot cause most guys luar sane mmg layan bola pun kan . Beliau mesti sanggup set alarm semata mata nk kejut I tgk match between ARSENAL and LIVERPOOL eventho he's MU supporter then die mestilah seorang yang rajin bawak I pegi mamak ke , AC ke tgk football match ngan kawan2 die , sampai kawan2 die ckp "pergh gile COOL wife kau weh !" HAHAHA .

Boleh layan MOVIE dgn I . Tak kisah lah movie ape2 pun , janji best , bantai tengok . Korea ke Malay ke English ke even Hindustan pun die boleh layan . I will feel "WHOA !" kalau lelaki tu menangis tengok cite Hindustan . HAMBOI . haha I pun x nangis oke . but it's okay to cry actually . It shows that you're sensetive type of guy :) .*This one reminds me of Rdha yg menangis tgk crite Papadom ! You go Rdha ! :)*Pastu , lelaki ini sanggup mengadap computer sampai tertidur depan PC semata mata download kan I Korean drama series mcm Boys Over Flower tuhhhhh and die sanggup teman I tgk BOF tu sampai x tido 2 malam berturut turut and die x jealous and x jemu pun I asyik puji JUN PYO tu handsome but bile die ckp JAN DI cantik , I akan terus buat2 x dgr . AWWWW I SAYANG YOU !

I akan sangat2 appreciate lelaki yang boleh ingat birthday I , annivesary date kitorang and tarikh2 penting yg lain :) The only lelaki in my life yang I tapayah ingatkan my birthday are my lil bros je :) HAHA . So , beliau kene lah ade good memory then boleh ingat tarikh2 keramat ni .

Understanding . Jarang lelaki yang boleh faham perangai gf die kan ? Ramai yang tau nak kongkong je . Haih . kesian , baru jd boyf dah kongkong mengalahkan husband .
Lelaki yang faham kenape I buat mcm ni , kenape I suke bende ni , kenape I kene pegi sane sini dgn lelaki ni , kenape I x boleh teman die keluar weekend ni IS MOST WANTED . Lelaki yg x cemburu bile I kuar lunch ngan boss I or my best buddy , Am . Lelaki yg takkan kongkong I nk buat ape yang I suke for example , I nak keje kat sini and he allows me to do so cause die faham dah I suke . nak buat mcm mane . And die pun x boleh pikir bukan2 . tue PENTING !

Trustworthy . Lelaki ni yang I boleh percaya seumur hidup I . He has to work hard on gaining my TRUST . Lelaki ni yg akan text I , "syg , I kuar ngan Lin fr lunch tau" and I akn reply "okay , send my regard to her ." I x kisah pun cause I percaya kat die and when he said NOTHING means NOTHING . Die pun kene feels the same way too . Die pun kene percaya kat I . As long as we know our limit , it's okay la then ;)

Good taste in music . Lelaki ni yang akan suggest me new good music *even tu lagu lame , and I bru tau* . Lelaki ni yang boleh layan oldies , jazz , soul cause I'm into that kind of songs so that nnt boleh la kita slow dance same2 ;) AWWW ! and die jugak boleh layan R&B , techno & hip hop on certain time . HAHA . and die jugak kene faham yang I x layan lagu2 jiwang karat Melayu . Dapat la pulak tgk Bella Haron tangkap leleh dgr lagu Ukays ! bayangkan . Allah !

We also have to share the same interest lah en . I suke melancong , shopping and membaca . Okeyh , shopping pun interest :D Bile I pegi shopping die pun kene ikut skali and bukan nye tggu di luar cause nnt die jugak yg nak complain baju yang I pakai . Then , end of year je die dh hulur I tiket pegi Venice . AWWW gondola ! ;)
Pastu , malam2 sebelum tido dua2 senyap je cause tgh baca buku and then nnt boleh buat bedtime story to each other . Adoi comel lah .

And then die jugak boleh accept MYSELF . Bella Haron yang x put on make up dgn rambut yang diikat ala2 baru lepas bersalin . Bella Haron yang bnyk mengomel , Bella Haron yang x cantik pun sebenarnye cause I pun boleh accept die in any ways pun . Tak kisah lah die mcm mne pun kan as long as he has GREAT PERSONALITY ! :) I okay je . Die nak pakai kain pelikat lepak mamak pun I x kisah as long die pun x kisah I pakai kain batik lepak skali ngan die -___-

Lelaki yang pakai Polo Shirt or Lacoste with bermuda really captures my attention . Then , dgn Ray Ban sunglasses tuh plus Rolex watch . OMMO ^^ Idk , but I will fall fr lelaki yg "style" mcm ni , barulah CARA weh drpd lelaki yg pakai baju kemeja kotak2 and skinny jeans . Adoi . GAY SUNGGUH . Maybe dah terbiase tgk FUFU pakai mcm tu kot . Nazrin & Nashriq pun pakai mcm tu jugak , so that's why guys yang dress up mcm tu senang sgt grab my attention ! :) Then ade certain lelaki yang selekeh habis tapi demand nak tinggi je . "I suke gf I pakai dress , handbag Gucci , pakai heels , pandai make up tapi I SELEKEH TAKPE ". hamboi hamboi . Ingat that kind of girl nak ngan lelaki selekeh ? PATEHTIC sungguh mereka kan .

METROSEXUAL . uish , kalau die jaga penampilan die just to look good in public , it's okay then . I pun suke boyf I smart , wangi je and x SELEKEH . tapi jgn lah over sgt sampai bermekap . foundation pun lagi tebal drpd I then kejap2 nak tgk cermin , touch up la , betul kan rambut la . hambooooooooi ! then , bile I bawak handbag yang x match dgn kasut I , die start membebel . tension kan ?

UNPREDICTABLE . Full of surprises :D on a GOOD THINGS jelah . jangan pulak tetibe je die mintak break up dgn I . Penyepak sampai XD Spesis lelaki yg unpredictable ni sgt jarang ditemui . Lelaki mcm ni tetibe je dah ade kat bwh kolej i , then bile i x caye die terus naik atas ketuk pintu bilik ! *nak mamp , buat la en :p* Lelaki ni ckp nk bawak i pegi makan mamak , tp rupenye romantic dinner atas cruise kat Putrajaya tuh . Then time bday I , die x wish pun , tetibe je die lain sgt . then , malam tu sebok2 dtg rumah I ajak kuar . Then die bwk I pegi Palace of Golden Horses , die tutup mata I then die bwk I masuk then TADAAAAA ! surprise bday party and he purposed me ! :D AWWWW ily ! baby , stop being so sweet . hihihihi .

A guy who willing to do anything for me . PERGHHHHH lelaki mcm ni selalu nye sgt sgt sgt romantic you know ! We had this little misunderstanding and I merajuk , x nk angkat phone sume , then die sanggup jauh2 tu datang Segamat ni semata mata nak pujuk I :D tak mcm HEAVEN pulak en ? Lelaki ni jugak sanggup tinggalkan keje die yg berlambak tu sebab I ckp I demam and teragak bubur McD and die terus belikan and x sampai 15 mins , he's already beside me ;) aww aww aww .

I jugak akan appreciate lelaki yang sanggup pegi Seven Eleven tgh2 malam buta just because I bgtau die I period and PMS . Die x malu pun nak belikan I Kotex , pain killer and some food cause die tau b4 take pain killer kene makan dulu :) You know what , lelaki yg sanggup buat mcm ni SUMPAH BOLEH BUAT SUAMI ! hehehe .

Lelaki yang x EGO . I mean , of course sume lelaki ade ego , even perempuan pun ade especially yang keras kepala mcm Bella Haron ni en . Kalau die ade buat salah ke ape , he will lower down his ego and say sorry to me , xdelah nak tggu sampai I pujuk die ke ape . Mmg TAK la Bella Haron nak buat mcm tu . Lelaki yang admit kesalahan die takkan rugi ape2 pun . tak tercalar pun ego tuh :D

Lelaki yang spend money but NOT TIME on me is NOT MY TYPE . You think materials the reason I came ? ouh fuck eh . mmg tak ah . Lelaki yg belikan I mcm2 but then tak spend time dgn I , yg x kisah sakit pening I , mmg akan dicampak jauh2 . Lelaki yang sanggup x tidur malam semata mata buat birthday card untuk I adalah SANGAT SWEET drpd lelaki yang bawak I pegi Habib Jewels and ckp "dear , you pilih je yang mane you nak oke , I nak g office jap . You amik je , nnt I bayar ." UGHHHHHH . tolong lah !

One more thing , GUY WHO TALKS ABOUT SEX IS TOTALLY A TURN OFF ! NO LIES . Ade ke patut ajak gf die buat phone sex ?! Seriously , I will feel like fuck the what ah . Gile miang nak MAMP !

And yang PALING PENTING , MY MUM KENE SUKA LELAKI TU DULU :) Kalau my mum x suke , x kisah la banyak mane pun I sayang kat lelaki tu , I sanggup tinggalkan that guy demi MY MUM ! My mum yang kene bg green light dulu , everything is under her blessed then baru lah semua bende boleh jadi :)

Tapi ini semua cuma LIST semata mata . Bile LOVE COMES AROUND , everything seems different . Semua list2 di atas kene tendang je , campak sungai . Kalau pun la I've got a guy with everything on the list , when the love isn't there , I cannot fake it . Right ? And when I've got this guy yg xde lgsg di mention dlm ciri di atas , kalau dah suke nak buat mcm mane . It's WEIRD CHEMISTRY . dont you think so ? KAN KAN KAN ?

I'm going to run this town .

2009-10-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

As I turned EIGHTEEN , I still don't feel myself grown up . I mean , I still have to obey Ibu rules eventhough sometimes I don't have to actually . But being far away from home makes me realized ho important TRUST is . I know , she has faith on me and I won't let her down . But I'm afraid I might someday . I don't want the same thing happen again . Ouh Lord , please . never . You know , this things just uncontrolable especially being Bella Haron is not easy as it might look . Be in my shoes , feel what I feel , face what I face and do like I do . I bet you can't stand . This self identity crisis start over again -___________- ah , GOTOHELL !

All I can say is ,

Bella Haron lives her life with her way and nobody can stop her . I dare you to stand in her way .

If only I have guts to say this to the WORLD ! :(

Homecoming

2009-10-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

Olla people ! I'm finally HOME . you heard me ? HOME baby HOME ! haha . say yayyyyyyy to me :) God , I miss HOME so badly and Im finally here . I can't express my feelings ! cehwah ! dulu , bile kat rumah , x appreciate pun . skg , bile dh jauh , baru la nk ingat2 :p normal la tuh ! XD
But the not great thing is , I already moved out from my HOME . yes baby . no more rumah atas bukit bagai . ish . They moved out on my birthday & without telling me about it . I found out about it a day after . perghhhh -__- I miss my roooooooooooooooom ! :( But its okay I guess . Im still with bunch of COOL people on earth which are my COUSINS ! they're simply the B E S T !
hahaha . stop it . nnt diorang kembang kuncup baca ni especially Ferrah XD
So , this homecoming isn't that fun since Ferrah is fucking busy with PMR , Syaika is busy with extra classes since SPM is around the corner . So , hidup agak kurang bermakna without diorang :( haih . no worries sayangs , I'll be back on Diwali ! hahaha :D best best ! sumpah x sabar !
umm , what else eh ? ouh yeah , course dinner is on Tuesday and I dont feel like going at all , but I think I have to since PART ONE WAJIB ! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !! *ketap bibir*

18th Birthday of Mine :)

2009-09-30T02:00:00.002+08:00

Yayyyy to me ! I'm legally EIGHTEEN now . eighteen baby eighteen ! teeeheeee :D I feel blessed today ! Thank God for everything :) Thanks for giving me chance to celebrate another one of the happiest moment in my life , thanks for makes me live longer , thanks for the trillions blessing and thanks for make who I am now :)

And to lovelies , thanks for the sweet wishes . Goddddddd I received tons of texts once the clock strike 12 am ! and not to forget Facebook & Myspace buddies who wishing me , THANKS ALOT YOU GUYS ! *yang x kenal pun wish* thanks aite ? sorry for not replying all of them :)

So , since I'm 18 now , I made some promise to myself :)

First and foremost , for sure I promise myself to be a good daughter to my mum and dad .
I promise myself to be a good slave to Allah . *InsyaAllah x nak tinggal solat*
I promise myself to study harder this time and score as much as I can ! *4 flat*
I promise myself to be a nice person *bella x sombong pun okay*

there are many more but then lemme keep it as secret la kot :) hehehe .

suddenly

2009-09-26T18:46:00.002+08:00

okay x jadi pun balik SEGAMAT hari ni . hehehehe . it turned out Ibu ajak pegi Sunway . then , off to Auntie Taji place for open house XD hohohoho ! no SEGAMAT oke . but Im going back tmrrw morn . ish . wtd , dah mmg kene balik punnnnn :(
B , you're strong enough to face this :) Well , I know . haha
no worries , I'll do just fine besides I've got the coolest seniors in the world plus the bestest classmates ! what more can I ask for ? ouh wait , I know . I can ask for coolest shopping mall XD
tu je yang xde kat SEGAMAT ni ha ! wawawawawa~ *banyak la kau B*

saya pun Melayu jugak :)

2009-09-25T18:38:00.004+08:00

haha ape kes ntah tetibe nk letak title mcm tuh . Mungkin sebab ramai sgt dah tanye "can you speak Malay ?" takpun "are you Malay ?" perghhh . memang lah tho . Melayu tulen lagi siap xD kepada yang x caye , pegi bunuh diri anda sekarang ! rase mcm nk lempang2 je orang2 ni kalau boleh ! lols .

okay . jom mula . dah 5 hari kita beraya en . tapi mmg sumpah raya tahun ni agak membosankan sebab tak pegi mane mane pun (mcm la tiap raya ade kampung nk balik) but at least raya sebelum2 ni , ade lah kan ibu ngan abah plan g bercuti kat mane2 . mcm tahun lepas , bercuti ke Melaka (okay , mmg tempat wajib pergi setiap tahun sampai dh bosan pun orang kat EQ tu tengok family kitorang). tahun sebelum nya lagi , pegi S'pore (walaupun time tu atuk dah xde) . terasa pulak nak tanye kat abah ; "tahun ni ape cer ?" agak2 kene pelempang jepun tak ? *__*

jadi , tahun ni mmg beraya di rumah sahaja . ade lah pegi rumah kawan2 abah kat sekitar KL . haih . dah la ni pertama kali nye balik kampung (sbnrnya , dr kampung balik ke bandar) beraya :( agak kesedihan la en . cuti pun SEMINGGU je . pastu dah busy dgn peperiksaan semua . adoi .

tapi , ape nk buat . REDHA (bukan redha boyf Alin oke) jelah dengan ketentuan Ilahi -__- . cuti pun dah nak habis . tsk tsk :( lusa dh nak balik SEGAMAT tuuuuuu ! boleh x nak amik cuti lebih ? but ibu dh bg kebenaran utk balik tiap2 minggu sempena raya ! hahaha alhamdullilah :) sayang ibu . muah muah kat pipi :)

ibu kata minggu depan nak balik Ipoh . hehe . lega sikit dengar . baru mcm raya . sebab tu ibu bg balik . tp , sumpah malas gila nk ulang alik dr Segamat ke KL . haih . satu keje la pulak . tp demi raya punye pasal , apepun BOLEH !

jom bergerak (lets move on lerr tu) . sebenarnye tengah sorang2 kat ruang tamu rumah nani sambil memerhatikan nazrin & nashriq basuh kereta kat luar . yang lain ? BERAYA lah ape lagi ! rumah jiran sebelah menyebelah je . knape x ikut ? sebab rase diri dah besar lah konon , dah masuk U bagai xD hahahaha (TIDAK SAMA SEKALI !) sbnrnye , rase kurang sihat and malas =___= . ish . lagipun , hari ni kan 25 SEPTEMBER . pada yang tau , tau lah . yang tatau , tapayah sebok2 nak tau .

dah boring2 ni , pegi lah jenguk blog "orang tue" td . ingat kan dh x nk update , rupanya dah mcm mcm ada ! hahaha . ade video baru , gambar baru , photoshoot baru . rambut pun dh brape kali baru ! xD hahaha . eh eh , bukannye nk kembali balik pada "orang tue" , cuma teringat je kat "orang tue" . heheheeee . syaika ckp , die nak kat "orang tue" . crite lame la . malas nk pikir2 dah . kan kan kan ? bak kata ibu , "Bella , dont live with past memories , wake up and make a new one">(okay , yang ni malas nk translate kan bahasa melayu , sebab nnt tunggang terbalik dah jd nye) haha .

lagi ape ? ouh , a'ah hari jadi "orang nie" dah dekat . jadi , mase meminta minta datang kembali ! yayy yayyyyyyy ! nak mintak ape ? ibu dh sure2 la , hadiah turun temurun die tuh . minyak wangi , minyak wangi & minyak wangi ! kadang2 tu , teringin jugak nk mintak kereta kan ? since dh ade LESEN P ni xD haha . boleh ke ? ala , tp kali ni , x celeb on time la :( cause kat SEGAMAT bengong tu . ish . sedih nye . tsk tsk . terindu pulak tahun lepas :) hehe . dah lah tu wey , off jap . nnt sambung balik bile2 rase nk sambung .

eh eh , okay tak entry bahasa melayu ni ? setelah sekian lama nye meninggalkan bahasa ibunda (bukan dilupakan oke) , akhirnya hari ni terpecah rekod sudah xD lagipun , bahasa melayu A , x caye sudah sile minta slip SPM XD

hey sluts !

2009-09-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

WATCH IT . YOUR A BITCH WITH ME , I'LL BE A BITCH TO YOU .

it's been awhile ,

2009-09-20T01:43:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since I wrote something here . I evn forgot that I've got a blog ! LOLS . Umm , as you already know , I already enrolled in Mara University Technology alias UiTM , but too bad not in Malacca but it's in Segamat , Johore which is quite a "SHUT UP !" thing to me . but watever it is I've to accept it and life's totally being treating me well ;) I am ZAMRUDIAN . Who else is ZAMRUDians ? say Hi ^^ . I've got the coolest roomates which is Kak Fana , Kak Memey and Ayu and a very nice neighbours which are Kak Alin & Naddy . We get along very well . Seriously . Okay umm , I did my own laundry ! For the first time ever in my whole life and my first attempt worked simple fine ;) Thanks to Myra I must say . She's the one who taught me everything . Yes , every single thing ! From laundry to sidai baju and even lipat baju . Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh now I know I'm totally a SPOILT BRAT ! Lord , Masipah is totally right about me ! HAHA . Well , lets move on . My uni life's super duper GREAT . I must admit that ;) SUMPAH TAK TIPU ! haha . Eventhough , it's only Segamat(small town je oke , jangan korang ingat macam JB) but it's fine by me . The people there are nice but some ARE NOT ! Stupid bithces , JEALOUSY IS A DISEASE , GET RID WILL YOU ?! ah fuck forget them .

So , it's Eid now . Im so damn happy . It's my first time homecoming tu pun by public transport which is on train . Thanks to Yana ;) Umm , what else eh ? Everyone seems happy to see me after a very long weeks (which is act 2 weeks and half je) LOLS ! God , I feel totally blessed ! Thanks . Thanks for all your blessing and happiness that You give me ;) Alhamdullilah .

Okay , bloggers , here Bella Haron comes again .
Lols , who give fuckingdamncare ?!

2009-06-15T01:55:00.001+08:00

Shazreen , happy back to school :D Ommo Ommo ^^ not to forget Syaika n Soni too <3

Tumblr ,

2009-06-15T01:52:00.003+08:00

I do blogging there sometime :)

http://bellaharon.tumblr.com/

tagged by Syaika

2009-06-12T14:19:00.003+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
forehead .

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
Not that good . Flu attack ! goshhhhh !

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo WITH?
Cousins

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
Idts but my aunty once called me Spoilt Brat ! wtf ^^

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
I'll think about it .

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
Yesh and still do .

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
why would I ?

8. What does your last text message SAY?
Dont bother shitters

9. What are you thinking about right NOW?
Uitm , on my mind , all day long ^^

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
Not really .

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Near 4 in the morn .

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
It belongs to Shazreen , ask her .

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
Hella yes

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
Superhuman

TEN lucky people to do this quiz.

1)Syaika
2)Shazreen
3)Sonia
4)Mia
5)Farhan
6)Irham
7)Firdaus
8)Nazrin
9)Ummar
10)Erina

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH?
No one , she's extremely single :)

16.Is no. 3 a male or FEMALE?
She's a female surprisingly . lols

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good?
Perfect together . HAHA

18. What is no.1 studying?
She's a science freak ^^

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
Some of them , yesterday .

20. IS no.4 SINGLE?
Heaven yes .

21. Say something about no.2.
Injector of humor !

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER?
They're actually mean to be together . Firs love tu ^^

23. Describe no.9.
Chuck Bass Kelantan :D HAHAHA

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT?
That wouldn't happen .

25 . Do you like no.8?
He's my lil bro , Im not sure whether I like him or not ;p LOLS

busy week -,-

2009-06-12T13:58:00.004+08:00

After got back from Langkawi , Im only home for a day ! the rest I spent it at Grandma's with the cousins since they're on hols . So , only today I've got time to update a bit what happened in past few days :) So , lets start with the vacation . It was great , thanks people ! hehe . Guess Im tooooo damn lazy to tell you more about the vacy . lols .

Lets move on with Syaika 17th Birthday ! OMG bitch , you're already 17 :) ily ily ! HAHAHA . may you live longer , happy all the time , wish you all the best for upcoming SPM and I know you will do just well :) May you excel in your life . and not to forget , may all your wishes come true especially about marrying Korean guy ! HOHOHOHO :D ily again ! Ouh ouh , not to forget Mamija too . *she's Syaika's mum and she share the same birthday with Syaika* So , we had a perfect dinner together with the whole Dill Mamat's .

my very best bitch in the whole world ! ILY <3

Umm , more ? OUHMYGOD , Im scared of new life which gonna be happen very very soon ! gosh , I know I should be happy but sadly Im NOT . what's wrong ? I havent prepare anything yet because I always believe last minute is always good . lols . Im gotta get shopping this weekend or else I might not going to Lendu *the so called LONDON*

Ouh yeah , thanks to Shazreen's dad for the Chanel watch he bought after found out that im off to Uitm Melaka very soon ! ily <3

ciao .

Top twelve reasons why ladies today are still SINGLE .

2009-06-01T22:48:00.003+08:00

Sounds good to everyone ? LOLs .
Especially dedicated to ; Mia , Sonia , Syaika n me myself :( GOSHH !

1. The nice men are ugly . *not all Im sure :p*

2. The handsome men are not nice . *Ouh really ? LOL*

3. The handsome and nice men are gay . *Im quite sure and sad about this one :(*

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married . *ouhhh Lord !*

5. The men who are not so handsome , but are nice men, have no money . *Ouh well , still not all*

6. The men who are not so handsome , but are nice men with money think we are only after their money . *Okay this is so reminds me of Chuck Bass Kelantan ! HAHAHA *

7. The handsome men without money are after our money . *Still , Ummar on my mind . LOL*

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough . *Uhuuuukkkk ! how sad -,- *

9. The men who think we are beautiful , that are heterosexual , somewhat nice and have money, are cowards . *damnnnnnnnn rugi la*

10. The men who are somewhat handsome , somewhat nice and have some money and
thank God are heterosexual , are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE ! *ahhhhh , berjanggut la nak tunggu !*

11.The men who are not handsome ,no money and they will be nice sometimes with a reason---->watch out.. they don't want u but they want sex ! *O.ooo okay*

12. The men who never make the first move , automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative . *Im agreed . HAHAHA .*

thank god it's weekend

2009-05-30T14:52:00.002+08:00

finally here we go again , WEEKEND ! idk why I get so damn excited about weekend . LOL . no surprise . Will be pigging out later with cousins (shazreen , syaika , sonia) . where next girls ? stirring up shits again ? A'AHHHHHH ! HAHAHA :D they're simply the best ! idk how to survive at Lendu without you guys ! how I wish I could tag all of youuu with me ! shittas . enuff said .

Saturday .

I feel like taking pictures . I feel like shopping , I feel like downloading 1000 songs , I feel like calling Mia , I feel like hanging out , I feel like dressing up , I feel like cin-cin . Ahhhhhhhhhhhh , too much to feel yet too little time . Ouh Lord -,-

Sunday .

It's time to packing up babies :D we're flying off to Langkawi :D Ouh yessssss ! It's been awhile since the whole Dill Mamat family go on vacation together gether :D LOLS . I really can't wait . to pigging out on plane with them . wtf . HAHA . but really , Im so looking forward to this vacation more than anything else , more than my Uni life that will be started less than 30 days . ouhhhh fucketty fuck -,- can we postponed till October ? can we ? haihhhh . guess I never wanna grow up . that's the problem . I love being treated like kid *well , not really* but I dont want to be far away from my life here :( shittas . *again*

Ciao , I feel like showering now . hihihihi xxx

insomnia

2009-05-22T14:07:00.002+08:00

I had difficulties to fall asleep last night , so I end up by not sleeping at all . but finally I fall asleep at 0630 and woke up at 1045 . Goshhh , major headache and im craving for chocolate cream chip from starbucks ! so , anyone ?

Finally girls , it's Friday , thank God . hehe . Im quite happy about it . the Guess sale starting today till Sunday . I can't wait . umm , what else ? and of course pigging out again with cousins at mall while Im still here . Sooner , there's no more Kl day out for me , it's going to be Lendu day out -,- HAHA . I hate the word ; LENDU . it sounds hilarious . damn hilarious . Okay , at least for me it sounds funny . LOL .

And yea , I replied to much comment on Myspace yesterday and now I dont feel like reply ANY . HAHAHA . okay , lame . idk wht else to say . ouh ouh , Ive found my long lost friend Nurul Shafiqah on Myspace . we all grown up now kan ? I still remember our childhood memories . God willing , I'll upload our picts together . wait yea , the scanner currently out of service .

I think Im going to sleep now . Major headache and panadol is out of stock so yeah sleeping pills save me . so nites for me afternoon for you . Ciao .

oui

2009-05-22T03:07:00.003+08:00

hello again . it's 0310 in the morn and I still can't sleep . Im fucking frustrated with someone . you know what , I hate this feeling to get real frust over you but I can't help it . sometimes I wonder , how you could be so mean ? and at one time you're sweet , much sweet than cake icing . ihy . i really mean it atm . seeing you on the line makes me feel "eeee BABI ah kau ni" haih . I feel like crying . feed me some ciggas . Im so looking forward to see SHAZREEN again . adik , imy and i think you all i need right now .

2009-05-21T00:45:00.004+08:00

hello bloggers . it's 1250 and I dont have anything good to do other than youtube-ing and browsing around and I came across this very talented young Chinese lady from Malaysia who made up a super nice cakes / cupcakes / cookies and so much more :D I think she's the one who made Mawi & Ekin wedding cake and Syaira's birthday cake . I think so . She's truly talented I muts say . Do check out her blog ayye . click on the image below . this is one of her greatest creatures :)

18th birtday cake ? HEHEHE . Ibu , what you waiting for , ask me her phone number la :D

And ouh yeah since Im so excited about this young lady creatures , Im gonna show you this one too ;

screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !

Ouh Lord , I want this as my wedding cake . ouh okay , sooooo long way to go Bella . hold on ^^ 8 years more :D :D :D HAHAHA . shut up !

tweets ,

2009-05-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

I've found new addiction which is twitter :) So , guess you know what to do . do follow guys !

http://twitter.com/bellaharon

your lies taste so sweet lover .

2009-05-20T00:59:00.002+08:00

How you like that quote ? Ouh okay , lets just ignore . Lets talk about the so called "DOOMS DAY" of mine today .

Previous night ; went to sleep around 1130 and sleep well until I received one phone call from "you know who you are" at 0148 and a message . And I can't reply because lack of credits and that makes me can't sleep till 0300 . wtf . oui , if you happen to read this I would like to tell you this ; You ruined up my beauty sleep ! haha .

This Morning ; I already set my alarm on 0555 but I stop the alarm and continue sleeping till 0633 . and I was like gelabah gile with "extremefuckinlynervous" feeling of mine . haih . whatta hell betul la . but luckily I managed to get there on time :) hehe

On The Way ; I talk non stop with Mia all the way from Padang Jawa to Hulu Langat . We talked about ehhmmmm ehhmmmmmmmm :D HAHA . all censored lah nnt Mia marah -,-

Hulu Langat ; Im the first one ! uishhhhh wth ! wth ! I dont want to come first for this lah :( and Mia is the 2nd one . lucky her -,- but Ive got a man tester which is so damn cool :) hehehe .

In The Car ; It's all good at first eventho im a bit NERVOUS . okay , Im lying . not a bit but WHOLE LOTS NERVOUS . So , I start the engine with "Bismillahirahmanirahim" :) I must admit that Im doing much good this time and my tester is nice :) *wink wink* but it turn out to be a real DOOMS DAY when Im almost terbabas time nak masuk simpang and immediately change to gear one and terus belok . And I say sorry to the tester and he was like "awak dh ckp sorry , awak tau lah kesalahan awak ni , ni dah kire fail ni " and I was like "ala encik , saye tak perasan lah" and he was like "haa , ni kejap lgi mesti enjin mati ni , mandatori ni" and betul betul engine mati . MACAM HARAM je -,- and I was like immediately tarik hand break and terus begging gile gile tester tu . hahaha . You dont have to know wht I say to him lah . but I was CRYING . to yang the best part nye -,- heehehe . and that tester was like "haihh , yelah2 , dah jalan cepat" and I was like "umm okay encik" HAHA . and still crying weyh *so much DRAMAQUEEN lah* and Im doing just good after that :) I will never forget that tester lah . heheehe :D ily ily ily for making me pass eventho 16/20 :D ILYSDFM <3 ouh yeah forgot to mention about Im Yours . hehe . Im a happy driver while listening to Jason Mraz's . guess the tester like his song too la cause die pasang kuat2 lagu Im Yours tu :D hehe .

After that ; beofre I left , idk brpe bnyk terima kasih la i said to the tester :D hehe . and turun je suddenly I heard ppl saying "ni mesti rasuah , tu yg lulus" and I was like "WHATTHEFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK" hell nooooooo ! my tears saved me :') hehehe . that's our weapon girls ! cry , begging as much you can . malu x malu , janji pass ! hehe . then I hv to wait around 3 hrs something with Mia , Kak Kavitha and new friend named Qistina :) she's a chinese girl from Monash University Sunway and she's 22 . and we had fun of course cause 4 of we PASS ! God , I can't describe my feeling at that moment . It feels GREAT . SO DAMN GREAT .

okay dah ciao . im sleepy -,- nites love . xx

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-12T01:11:00.003+08:00

I think it's still not too late for me to talk about Mother's Day eventho my mum wasn't around last weekend and we're going to celeb it next week together with Uncle Rafik and Uncle Bad birthday :)

Okay mum , this is especially for you . back in 2008 , I just describe the days we've been through together , but this time make it deeper , make it more emotional :') ILOVEYOU , I really do .

"Happy Mother's Day to the greatest mum in the world which is YOU =) may you live longer so that you can shower us with lots of love that you have . Just remember , no matter what happen , I'll always by your side and support from behind . I love you more than you can ever imagine =) xoxoxoxoxo" - I know you received this earlier , but lets get deeper ibu :')

Ain't a woman alive that can take my mum place ,
I finally understand ,
for a woman it ain't easy trying to raise a young lady like me .

Cause when I was down you was there for me ,
And never left me alone because you cared for me ,
I reminisce ,
cause through the drama ,
I can always depend on you ,
And when it seems that I'm hopeless ,
You say the words that can get me back in focus .

When I was sick as a little kid ,
To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did ,
And all my childhood memories ,
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me ,
And even though I act crazy ,
I gotta thank God that you made me .

There are no words that can express how I feel ,
You never kept a secret, always stayed real ,
And I appreciate, how you raised me ,
And all the extra love that you gave me .

There's no way I can pay you back ,
But the plan is to show you that I understand .
I dont know whether you read this ,
I wish you will know it one day ,
I really mean those words Ibu ,
you're the Queen of My Heart ,
forever & always I promise you this :)

sincerely ,
Your Beloved First Child - Salsabella :)

I never thought ,

2009-05-12T00:42:00.002+08:00

Girl says ; i noe dis 1 guy. i belum jmp die lg. but then, he rely sweet and funny. dats makes me attract to him. then 1 day, he said dat he wna kiss me. and i said y izit so rush? we jz fren. then, i beranikan dri tny die wether he had sex b4. he said no. jz ringan2. n i said ok. i dunno y all of sudden he said that i'm too alim and he's bad for me. is dat an excuses or wut. the thing is i oredy like him... hmm. babe, i slalu kne cani in relationship. eventhou bru nk knl. sumtimes jd takut nk gv anybody or myself a chance to get to new people. wut do think? btw, die da stat lost contact from me lasnite. i was cried like hell... :(

Bella says ; i see . if i were you , i will immediately left this fellow . when a guy start to talk about sex in relationships , that's a total turn off . he's a jerk act . u know wht , in relationships , there's not always about sex , kissing or watsoeva . if u really really really already fall for him , think again . does it worth it ? idts babe . just let him be . or wht u can do is , try to make him understand . i know , it's hard . but at least you try . and tell him u're not like other girls who willing to give everything to guys . he'll understand ;) tunjuk sikit yg u ni mahal . tak mcm minah2 kat luar tu . haha . think babe . just dont go for it eventho he's asking n seducing you ;) i know , im younger than you and i know tht you shld understand better , but this is just my opinion ;) cheers .

Girl says ; u noe wut babe. u xcely ryte.. i feel so stupid. he's like expecting me to give him more than i can. means dat sex. girl, eventhou u younger than me but now it shows that u mature enuf. which is good. look at me. always been crap by any guy. i dun feel confident anymore to get to noe anyone esp guys. did u noe that sumtimes u hav those feelings that u want sumone that u can feel secure, sharing and loving. everytime when i really gv them a chance there's always stumble or break down in the middle of the process of knowing each otha. hmm. thanks babe. i appriciate it. ;)

*okay , I never thought those words come out from my mouth* LOL .

why ?

2009-05-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

Im aware that Im not okay lately . Im so miserable eventhough some might not noticed it . I try many ways to keep things out of my mind . I have keep the distance away from few people just to make things better , but I dont think it works . really . Im so fucked up at this moment . I just dont know what to do . I need lots of ciggas . I need sleeping pills . I need alcohol , okay not gonna happened . I need someone . someone who willing to share this shits with me . so , ANYONE ? I feel like crying , eh wait no , I feel like slapping somebody . eh wait Ive better idea , why don't I just comitte suicide ? ouh yeah , problem solved .

meow

2009-04-27T23:15:00.004+08:00

It's been ages since I really really pay attention on my blog . Im just lack of ideas and too damn lazy to update it . Sorry , blame my laziness yeah ;p So , lets talk about
Girls Home Alone *la sgt* happened at Mia place last Thursday :) Honestly , it was fun . seriously . First thing that we do was having talks for about 30 mins kot . then , start usha dapur , buat the most famous Cream Caramel by BellaMia :p HAHAHA . lemme be honest , that was my first time :p We don't facing any probs during the process but when it comes nak buat air gula we're facing a lil bit probs lah . Mule2 tu , letak air bnyk sgt . x jadi . then buat lg skali , gule hangus pule ;p HAHAHA . then the solution is campur gule hangus tu with air gula tu . LOL . and then after almost an hour struggling to make the Cream Caramel , we had our lunch while waiting for that Cream Caramel masak . And then , we go upstairs and Mia main organ and suddenly nak prank call someone . hahaha . we call him up and mia start to play Endless Love and I start singing . but but but en , that person didn't hear anything bcause he's in class and he put his phone aside . haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . penat practice ;p hahaha . and then , we went dwnstairs to check out the Cream Caramel . and guess what ? the taste of the Cream Caramel is so damn GOOD . YUMMYLICIOUS . hahahaha . *i'll upload the picts later* then we had kinda of hi-tea outside at Mia's garden :) and and not to forget , we camwhoring together too for the first time kan Mia syg ? hahaha . then , we watch Selamat Pagi Cinta together while chit chatting . LOL . SPC is one cute movie ive ever seen :) ehhmmmm ehhmmm :p hahaha . and then , we went upstairs usha bilik Mia pulak ;p and watch some videos that world never seen before . hahahahaha . then , Mamijah call me up and I guess that's it . Ive to go back . so yeah , that's all about the so called Girls Home Alone :) I had so much fun . do you Mia ? lol .

xoxo ,
B

You ,

2009-04-24T21:53:00.001+08:00

I don't think I loved you after all . I thought I did . I think I loved the feeling of being wanted and needed . And I blame myself when it didn't feel like that between us anymore . But it was never about loving you . It was about me trying to complete something that felt empty . Im really sorry . I was desperate . Desperate to fall in love .

as told before ;)

2009-04-14T01:13:00.003+08:00

*here , i keep my promise *

I wish you were here ,
I wish you were close ,
and those are the times that I'm wishing the most .

I gave you my love
my life belongs to you ,
but like time in an hour glass , you slip away like sand .

I want you so bad to hold ,
and to touch ,
and that is because I love you so much .

And I want you to know wherever you are ,
Im still here waiting for you ,
I will keep on searching ,
I will never stop trying .

and I think you should know that I will always love you.

xoxo ,
Bella Haron

she's not for REAL

2009-04-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

Yes people she's not for real ! FUCK ayye >.<

baby archuleta =_=

2009-03-30T15:09:00.002+08:00

Im looking forward to see him live in KL ;) Anyone ? teehee ;D Syaika , please say yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !

2009-03-28T01:11:00.003+08:00

My life is not FINE . Im craving for too much things lately . Im just not satisfied with everything . Life's fucking retarded . Life's treating me very very very BAD ! . Your shits ruined up my life . I HATE YOU for something but I LOVE YOU for everything . urgh , I think Im depressed . I need lots of Panadol and Coke . I need some ciggas . And obviously I need KACHING $$$$$$$ . I need YOU . I need to make things clear . ooi ! Im soooooooooooooooooooooo damn LECEH ! I know , you shut up .

Love ,

2009-03-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

You know when you love someone so much , that you voluntarily give them every chance to hurt you ? They know your weaknesses , they know everything about you . But you chose not to hurt them but they hurt you with the information you gave them .

It's pretty risky right to find and trust someone who you can really count on

Tell me Im right love :')

ciao bella ;)

2009-03-17T23:40:00.004+08:00

I came across Nabella's page on Myspace and she wrote sumthing sounds like this;

Why does some people loves to become a "WANNABE" when they should look into the mirror and ask themselves "will people accept me for who i am without this dress , style , make up or etc ?"

and Im ttlly agreed with her ;) yeah , just imagine . can your partner accept for who you are without anything as listed above . We people just look for perfection in someone whereas we aren't perfect either . right ? we dont need lots of money to fall in love , we dont need look to fall in love like most says "attitude matter than your look" and yes some can't accept it cause they think they deserve much more but in the end they don't ;) heh , how pathetic ? beauty come and go , money come and go but personality dont come and go , they stay no matter what ;) think people think . HAHA

ciao bella !

2009-03-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

SPM RESULT'S DAY :) shhh , just don't bother ;)

Reason , Season , Lifetime :)

2009-03-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime . When you know which one it is , you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON , it is usually to meet a need you have expressed .

They have come to assist you through a difficulty , to provide you with guidance and support , to aid you physically , emotionally or spiritually . They may seem like a godsend and they are . They are there for the reason you need them to be .

Then , without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time , this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end . Sometimes they die . Sometimes they walk away . Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand .

What we must realize is that our need has been met , our desire fulfilled , their work is done . The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on .

Some people come into your life for a SEASON , because your turn has come to share , grow or learn . They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh . They may teach you something you have never done . They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy . Believe it , it is real . But only for a season .

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons , things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation . Your job is to accept the lesson , love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life .

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life , whether you were a reason , a season or a lifetime .

CHEERS ! :D

2009-03-01T00:15:00.003+08:00

Today is my off day ;) say yeay people ! haha . God knows how excited I am to hanging out with my dearest cousin Sonia today . We went to the Mid valley and just having a window shopping there and lepak-ing at starbucks cause we're so fucking bored . guess Mid dont hv any attraction anymore other than sales ;) heh . and then , we heading off to One Utama cause Sonia is fucking retarded . haha . noo . she wants to buy a pair of gladiator from Opera . so yeah , we went to the Opera and survey the gladiator . Im attracted to that gladiator too . and yeah , i bought one for myself ;) to be truth , im not the one who paying for the gladiator . It was Fufu ;) thnks for the credit card you lend to us ;) teehee . jasa mu akan dikenang . and then , Sonia found this very attractive bangles from Teddy Tales . It is silver in color with fake diamonds and she was like "bella , you shld where this to &*%&&$%&^& !" and i was like WTF ! hahaha . in the end , yes , i bought it ;) We were about heading off to sunway but then we dont hv enuff cash nymore *lame* hahahaha ;) thanks to them who makes my day . ILY <3

so , tomorrow . the normal routine of mine start again =,= haih . and and and SPM result coming up ! ayyyeeeeee ! Im sooooo extremely nervous till dh survey the perfect place to suicide . haha . bukit blkg rumah ;D LOL .

2009-02-26T00:24:00.003+08:00

It's been a week now since Ive started working at Aunt Aima's spa in sect 7 Shah Alam ;) It's been great so far . Aunt Aima herself teach me how to do all the spa thingy . thanks Aunty ;) ily . Im gaining lots knowledge in beauty line now and and it's AWESOME ! heee .

ermm , more ? Ive been really really really busy till dh lame x update facebook and blogspot . So , today I manage to find time and start crapping over here ! hehe ;D To be truth , I lack of ideas about what Im gonna write , so yeah busy isn't the exact reason ;)

lagi ? do come & visit Thira's Spa in sect 7 Shah Alam ! ;D

chiaw

2009-02-16T21:58:00.006+08:00

So , yesterday was Nani 69th Birthday :) it went great eventho Im not talking to several people there . it was blast to be exact plus abg Imran and abg Man are around ;) heh . So yeah , happy birthday NANI may you live longer . well , at least till you can see your cicit xD haha . Surely not from me lah en ;) mne tau Sonia nk langkah bendul ;p haha . Soni , what do you think ? hehehe .

Lets move on . Today ibu took Nazrin to the hospital . Im all alone after Nashriq went to school . So , Im kinda rajin luar biasa today as I tidy up my messy room xD haha . yeay to me ! I did it finally . Then , around 1 pm , Mamijah took me to Nani's . To tell you the truth , it's boring as hella ! all I did was playing PSP and listen to mp3 . haih =,= but then , the evening turn out fun after shuttle cock Nisha terbang ke atas bumbung xD haha . and she eagerly wants that shuttle cock till my mum has to help her to get the shuttle cock back ;) haha . it was quite funny actually . heh . so yeah , that's all je kot . the rest , lemme keep it myself ;)

Shiooo ,

2009-02-14T23:42:00.002+08:00

Well today I woke up in the noon because *you dont hv to know* LOL . So , Sonia ask me to photoshoot her bcause she's VAIN . hahhaha . Na'ah , she's kinda bored and it's been awhile since she got a new Myspace's picts :) I was like , yeah sure , Im bored too . We had so much fun during the photoshoot cause at first , she's kinda *shy shy cat* . but then after few moments , from shy terus jadi sonia fierce xD haha . konon , shasha fierce lh en :p Her room isn't spacious so it's quite hard for me to get a nice shoot without ugleyh background xD LOL *her room is soooooo girly man!* Then , I take a look in her closet and kinda hey this place is cool and it gives nice effect and lightning too <3 It might sounds hillarious but trust me , it works really well :) It's like real photoshoot for some kind of advertising for clothing thingy :) hahaha . I can't post the pictures yet cause got prob with the camera and Im so extremely busy to doing some editing . So yeah , God willing I'll post it by tomorrow or the next day :) teehee . I should be sleeping by now cause Ive got something in the morning but then it's okay .

Before the photoshoot :
_it's hard to make up her actually and in my mind was like "ouh indie" , but then the makeup wasn't suits her well . so , we had a minor change on the make up and it turn out just nice in the camera xD

During the photoshoot :
_Sonia wasn't comfortable at first but in the end she amazes me !

After the photoshoot :
_Sonia's mum is home already and we kinda kelam kabut kemas balik her closet and put off the make up :)

2009-02-13T00:49:00.001+08:00

Im proud to be MALAYSIAN :)

2009-02-12T23:44:00.003+08:00

It's FUNNY how much Im craving for *tuuutt* atm :) HAHAHA

btw , lets talk about how this plain Thursday going on . Nothing much pun actually . I went to seminar 6 hours *should be* with Mia today . Well , kinda excited bout it eventho you know 6 hours ! but it's okay as long as there is someone you can talk to :) LOL . So , at the seminar , there is one guy so look like a drug addict *Mia said so* sitting beside me and he's quite smelly =,= eww . And I was like , uhh nevermind , I can still focus and talk to Mia . But then , afta few mins , he was like "weyh , aku nk duduk kat tgh2 tu boleh x , sejuk ahh sini" , and I was like "ouh okay" *eventho it is NOT OKAY at all . He blocked Mia tho . WTF ? and Im kinda , "haihh , it cant be like this" , So afta few moments , I ask Mia to sit beside me and ask him to move a lil bit inside cause Im so not comfy . Afta tht , Mia was like thank God Bella panggil Mia duduk sini and we start to kutuk-ing this guy . Mia says , he's psycho and pembawa virus xD He's having a very bad cough and flu . perghh ! So , when the seminar about to start , he was like "eyh , aku tiru ko jelah , aku x tau nk buat camne" and Bella and Mia were like , he's too much lah . but in the end , Bella bg jugak dia copy . haih . bloody bastard ! So , the seminar was going smooth and well eventho the instructor is boring but he managed to do some lame jokes and being funny :) He's nice . The seminar actually going on for about 3 hours cause another 3 hours is mechanical thingy that we should do outside . So yeah , the next Tuesday Im going to face another 3 hours but this time with Kak Sarra and only Bella & Mia :)
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So yeah , that's all fer today .
More ? As mention before , I need to fall in love ! >.<

ouh sugar baby !

2009-02-09T21:26:00.004+08:00

Im thinking about having a pet ;) teehee . guess who is the "luckiest" animal in the world ?
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It is SUGAR GLIDER .*wink ;)

*picture from http://bududanbelacan.blogspot.com/

HAHA . just give it a thought . Mum says , it's up to me as long as you're the one who take care of him . and I was like sure no probs but now after google about this sugar glider I felt lil bit scared . HAHA . geli seyh ! Idk . we'll see whether I get this sugar baby or not ;) till then , Ive got a job at aunt aima's spa ;) say yeay to me . Im going to strt working by next week . winky wink ;)

2009-02-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

My blog is soo Kawaii at the moment and Idk what the hella wrong with me for choosing this skin but but I kinda loike it much >.< hihihihi xx . and yeah new song Lee Hyun Ji - Kiss Me Kiss Me :D :D mmmuaaahhhxie !

hi ^^

2009-01-31T22:36:00.003+08:00

Today is the tiring day ever in January . it's been awhile since I had sooo much fun ;) HEH . and yeah , I went to take my undang2 text and guess what ?
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Im not going to tell you wheter Im pass or fail ;) hihihi . xx

Sooo , straight away afta tht test , we(my fam and masipah's) went to SACC MALL cause somebody wants to meet Fufu up . we had our lunch at Noodle Station and one of the waiter is CUTE AS HELLA ! ROFL :D Then , we went to Amcorp Mall cause the charity thingy . and tell you wht , sesak nak mati weyh ! Sooo , we spent bout an hour there . Well at least , I met Ryzal , Sharifah Amani , Tony Eusoff and soo soo soo many more <3 but the crowds , stupid crowds >.<
Errm , afta tht we went to Subang Parade cause one of Fufu's friend is there to meet him up ;) while waiting , we spent bout an hour waiting at Uncle's Lim ;) well , i like tht place lots ;) heh . and then , we straight away went to Sunway Pyramid and guess guess who I met ?
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LALA , ANEM and 2 UNKNOWN GUYS with them ;) hehehe . They're cute lah for sure .

then afta spent bout 2 hours at SP , we actually want to go to Pavilion and having dinner there . but then , the ladies(mum , masipah & nani) is complaining non stop cause they're already tired . So , we went back home without dinner >.< sob sob .

day by day

2009-01-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

You should listen to this :(

in the end ,

2009-01-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

im just tired of being so nice to people who dont deserve it

I just thinking of this and well it's true ;) deal with it . Im done . and off to bed . trying to get up early tomorrow so that I'll have much time to spend with my mum ;) toodles people ;)

b4 I forgot , I just put new songs to my blog . it's Deeper Conversation by Yuna and Thinking Of You by Katy Perry .

are you ?

2009-01-28T22:50:00.003+08:00

really that bad ? heh . idk . maybe ;) but I dont give a damn bout it . mati kau lh weyh ;) aku tak rugi plus aku yg untung kot ;) HEHEHE *gelak sinis ;)

Lately , Ive been stressed out all the time . I need a vacation . I need to get myself out of this crowd . They're sick and makes me sick too . haih :'(

weird . shocked . shut up !

heh . perlu ke kau menghasut org yg x brape baik menjadi sejahat jahat manusia seperti kau ? uhhh . give it a deep thought dearest bastard .

Uhhh forget it ! It's time to reveal everythings ;) One by one , step by step , time by time and KABOOM ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ;) Im the devil yet an angel ;) do I ever mention I am EVILANGEL ? heh ;)

Seriously I dont give a damn for whatever you're saying atm cause you're only making me famous ! talk baby talk ;) u're thinking of me all the time honeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy biatch ;)

seriously I cant think of anything atm . maybe I need a glass of beer then , I'll able to post another entry ;) winky wink >.<
btw , forget the beer part , i dont really mean it . Asha knows what beer means to us ;) kan Sha ? hehe

chiaw =D

BTW ,

2009-01-24T01:00:00.002+08:00

No more ANYNOMOUS comments :) Yes . I just set it up :)
drop some if you have guts to do so bastard ! :)

HAHAHA

2009-01-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

Geli je aku tengok kau ;)
FUCK FACE >.<

Amusing >.<

2009-01-22T00:49:00.004+08:00

Why couldn't it ? HAHAHA . forgot to tell ya bout it ;) what bout just read this message and tell me your opinion ;)

What say you ? too far away ? hehe . besides , NANNY ? OMG ! I feel like Fran Fine from The Nanny atm >.< whoa ! hehehe . If Im a Nanny , I would be soo much like her . HAHAHA . tell me bout it people ;)

P/S : it is 850 pound sterling per week people ;)
One month : 3400 pound sterling ! (excluding the shopping allowance and accomodation)

think bout it people ;) *proud to be Asian atm .

honestly ,

2009-01-22T00:19:00.002+08:00

Im not comfortable with my life :( Eventho Im being such a queen at home but seriously I feel like a LOSER . Means , i dnt know wht to do , dont hv anything to do and just sitting home all day long . wake up , watching tv , had a coffee , lunch , on net , then taking a nap then evening tea , watching tv , went to Masipah place , having talk for cpl hours , watching tv again , dinner , watching tv , on net then only off to bed . heh . too much watching TV till the TV strt watching me . haha . tell me bout it ;) no one ever take me out . reason ? they're buseyyyyyyhhhh and so sooo sooooooo far away from here ! fucking lame uhh .

Im kinda hving trouble with my relatives . idk the exact reason . but looks like they dont want to talk ! yeah rite , shut up is the BEST way to express yourself ;) im being sarcastic here . heh . take it or leave it . im straight forward . I repeat this sooooo many many times before . i am it , u know it ;)

move on ;) Im planning to go to Jason Mraz concert in April . but still in planning . 20% sure cause my mum bg green light . woot woot ! Actually , this all happens when Mia told me bout it . then , i spread it . Marahaini and Asha seems interested ;) Mia is going too ;) hehe . Hopefully , everything's turn out just FINE ;) *wink

and and yes , im still JOBLESS ! uwaaa ! now I know , how does it feel to be real BORING ! blah >.< and Im still not done with license thingy . haih . nk tggu L pun like soooo long way to gooo ! fuck ! I need a job ! seriously ! I need money cause my parents has stopped giving me allowance and and how Im going to the concert without money ? my wishlist ? ouuhhhhhhh ! shitty shit !

looks like ,

2009-01-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

I dont have any LIFE atm =(

Fufu is in trouble regarding to his tender .

Im WORRIED n yeah still JOBLESS eventho my Wishlist needs me to work real hard for this few months ;) heh . later .

I will pray for you Fufu and trust me , everything's going to be fine ;)

Fuck !

2009-01-18T00:14:00.003+08:00

FUCK A ! mamat perasan seyh >.< HAHAHA . nonono , absolutely not talking bout you . heh . well yeah maybe ;)

I wonder ,

2009-01-12T01:47:00.002+08:00

How people can easily fall in love ? LOL . Maybe Im just not lucky enough to be in long lasting relationship and fyi , I hardly fall in love . Once I love you , it takes at least a year to get rid of everything . I try to make it faster but I just can't . One whole year bby . If before , it takes about 3 years for me to get rid of somebody . how ? simple . Find some jerks and try to fall in love with them . try hard eventho they're such an asshole . but I know , in the end it doesn't work . reason ? Love can't be forced plus they're just a JERK . well , in my whole life I only hv two man in my life . Shafiq and S!&*^%& . yes , they had the best of me .

Lets get back to how ppl can easily fall in love . They never met , never being in face 2 face conversation but yet still they fall in love . heh . Love is strange . I know . I had it too once , but I know I love him not for his look but for his attitude , personality and character . heh . you know who you are ;)

Im kinda cepat fed-up with someone . I cant stand a man for a long period especially if the guys are such an asshole . example :

_using words like "sayang , abang , papa , baby" OMG ! I'll kill him immediately ! haha . usually I'll talk straight forward-ly , call me Bella okay . haha *I think im the only woman on earth who dont like to be called sayang by his boyf . but seriously I HATE IT !
_start talking bout sex *seriously pissing me off .
_call / text me all the time mcm dh takde life ! *I'll ignore you for few days . hehe

but I can stand long for a guy like :
_call me Bella or babe or hun instead of sayang .
_call/text me seldomly
_treat me like the way I wanna be treated

and usually I'll stay long for english speaking guy . reason ? idk . find it yourself ;)

heyy , why Im telling you all this craps ? HAHA .
chiaw =D

ouh ,

2009-01-09T00:49:00.004+08:00

I thought it was 100 percent fine , but sadly it wasn't :( so , I suggest you to use Mozilla instead of Explorer as mention before :)

it's not over

2009-01-09T00:22:00.004+08:00

I thought my blog was about to end past few days but afta Mia told me that my blog can be viewed and okay , I was like thank god . 2nd blog is a no need ;) hehe . but I think you can use Mozilla rather than Explorer to better view . btw , all my recent update is on the 2nd blog *those who dont know , no need to know and those who know , keep it as a secret :) So while talking shits here Im listening to So Close by Jon Mclaughlin *i thought it was Jon Mclaughin :p hehe . This song is really really touchable and makes me wanna have a slow dance . anyone ? HAHA . ermm , lets move on .

I hv a conversation with Mia earlier regarding to cllge thingy since both of we decided to take business and marketing rather than law *for me and architecture *for her :) hehe . Ive called Erin , and she was like "my dad ask me to take business too cause it's better choice since im in commerce stream" and I was like "it's true , but how , our Accounts was terrible weyh !" and she was like "i knw , but at least we give it a try" . heh . she's right . at least we shld try first drpd nk give up .

I was kinda berat hati to let go my dream to become a lawyer :( yelah , since 11 years old I was so passionate bout this career till any dramas on tv yg ade lawyer or psl mahkamah2 nieyh aku tgk and now Ive to just let go . but I hope it will worth it :) *wink

So , while having conversation with Mia at YM , we strt to talk how typical Malays will condemn Malays and bla bla . just read for better idea .

Btw , I think I better off to bed now cause Ive got some important things to do tomorrow :D :D and yes , Ive got my hair coloured :D I chose Burgundy instead than Burnette .

I was tagged by TETEK

2009-01-03T00:44:00.009+08:00

arahan :
1 . sila sertakan nama dan gambar .
2 . jawapan anda hanya orang yang anda kenal.
3. tag 10 orang .

1. bf/gf atau bertentangan dengan jantina anda .

name dia Ummar bkn Joe Jonas, sape nk kenal , do message me privately =_= haha

2. anda rasa mereka ' sweet couple ' .

the most gorgeous couple in Malaysia , Soph & Adib

3. teman rapat anda .

she's the one :) Erina Mellissa

4. bf/gf teman rapat anda .

TIADA atm :)

5. anda bersama rakan-rakan anda .

teha , fyqa , cyda , fatin .

1. shazreen
2. syaika
3. soniA
4. faraheen
5. mia
6. am
7. jad
8. soph
9. isha
10. boyf :D

okay ,

2009-01-02T22:53:00.004+08:00

Finally , here I am in 2009 :) well , Im still breathing , alive and yes of course still great . Everybody *sibs* in my house are busy preparing theirselves with school thingy and I was like "how sad , Im not going to school anymore :(" aww . I want school . I want my classmates . they're awesome . Im kinda missing my school tho . but it's okay .

ermm let's talk bout wht has happened today . nothing much actually . I woke up at 10.15 am after my mum call plus sms me . heh . I know . wtd , Im tired and lazy =_= . So , we went to grandma place . Hanging out there all day long which is quite okay because my cousins were there too :) They makes my day . Then , around 2.00 pm sumthin , we went to Klang Parade or KP *name glamer* heh . Im looking for a job atm cause Im freaking bored at home . So , I ask couple places there like Elianto & Ianti . And it was quite okay lh . but Im interested on working at Elianto . but not at KP but in Tesco Setia Alam . there's vacancy there . wht do you think ? okay ? too girly ? gay je ? HAHA . but serious shit aku dh boring thp cipan memerap kat rumah ! :D

Wht else huh ? Internet tenat sudeyh . lembab bapak ah weyh ! boring boring :O
ermm , let's just mengarut , mencarut and melalut :D Ouh yea , I saw Ira and her boyf at KP . and she's like cover2 lah takut kitorang nmpk and aku pun mmg x hingin pun nk tegur but my mum was like "heyy Ira , tak keje lagi ke ?" and she's like *muke gelabah gile* "ouh , dh berenti dh arituh" hehehe . tau pun takut kantoi :p hehe . No worries Ira , mak aku x bgtau parents ko punye ;)

Lagi ? errr , aku rindu berVACATION and berHANGOUT bersama shazreen , syaika , soniA , faraheen , am , jad and bla bla bla :( rinduuuuuuu ! but i knw my mum wont lemme go and besides school is coming up ! rindu lh bodohhhhhh ! :( sob sob

new year new look :D

2008-12-31T22:15:00.001+08:00

Yo people :D we're heading off to new year 2009 in less than 2 hours :D :D yeayyyy ! haha . Im so looking forward to 2009 man ! :D Goodbye 2008 , do remain history ! :D

And yes , thanks to Farah Shazreen for the new look of my blog :D ILY adik <33

2008-12-22T23:55:00.005+08:00

and yeah I just received the picts of Azhar's wedding . there are plenty of 'em :D but Im gonna put few of 'em here :D

The Wedding Day ! :D