Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 9:38 PM
" You and I loved each other, and then you broke my heart. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m gonna kiss somebody someday; and when I do, It’ll be for me. Goodbye, Chuck ." - Blair Waldorf
Taylor Lautner ,
Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 3:01 AM
Latest addiction ;)
he's damn cute tho , I can't resist ^^
Soalan Cepumas !
@ 1:10 AM
What is the most often question you get everytime people see you ? Well as for me , I always got these kind of questions :) Lets go through it .
1) Are you Malay ?
Okay , I've been receiving this since Myspace time back in 05 . I get tired of this . seriously . sometimes I just let it be , malas nak layan . Yes people , I am MALAY but with a mix blood of Pakistani from my mum . but basically I'm still consider myself as Malay because I love durian , I eat sambal belacan , tempe and a greatest fan on ikan keli goreng sambal cili padi . HAHA tetiba XD
2) Are you Muslim ?
I always get this question during Ramadhan or Aidilfitri time cause I updated my status about where I break my fast at , get so excited about Raya . and they were like "Are you Muslim ?" , "Celebrating Hari Raya ?" Ouh gosh ! agak2 ah kan . I am Muslim , eventhough I'm not a perfect Muslimah but I am proudly say that I'm Muslim :)
3) Can you speak Malay ?
Recently there is one guy in FB chat told me this after I replied "no lah" to him . and he was like "boleh pun cakap Melayu , ingat kan you org German tadi" HOHOHO . okay I get it if he get confused whether I'm Malay or not , but why he thought that I was Germany ? why not Arabican ? Italian ? Pakistan ? or even Spain ? HAHAHA . YES ! I'm good at speaking and writing and not to forget cursing in Malay ! hehe . In fact , Malay is my first language k . Saya bukan nya tak reti cakap bahasa Melayu , tapi awak yang start conversation in English , so apa boleh saya buat , saya pun melayan jelah dalam English , then awak nak cakap saya bajet mat salleh . Awak , tolong get a life okay ? :)
That is the 3 top questions yang I always get for people who don't know me . bagi yg dah kenal pulak , they always take advantages of this . There is one time during Ramadhan and we're on period , then she asked me to buy coffee for her at Starbucks , and I was like "fuck ah , nnt kantoi susah" and she was like "ala die x prasan pnye , kau speaking la ngan die , jgn cakap melayu" and I did and the waiter tak perasan lgsg yg I'm actually Perempuan Melayu Terakhir . HAHA jahat kan ? -.-
Then , there is one time when I walked in shopping complex with mum then I was about to try the perfume , then the promoter keep talking to me in not to mention broken English padahal die Melayu , ckp jelah Melayu kan dgn I . then suddenly she asked me where I'm from , and I was like , haha Malaysia lah mane lagi . and she laughed while saying "ouh Melayu ke ?" LOL !
Okay last memory yg I can recall is there is one time when I was sitting at the chair provided in the mall at KLCC and there's bunch of guys yg melepak right beside me . and that time I'm wearing black skirt with black top , senang cite semua black la , and ade one guy tu ckp "ramai betul orang Arab hari ni" and kawan die pulak ckp "Arab sebelah ni sorang je , mane pak Arab nye ?" and they were laughing like hell . and I was like sabar kau , jap lg aku ckp Melayu padan muka kau . and yes I did . Ishqa came to me , and I ckp "Ishqa , ibu mane ? Bella dh lame tunggu ni" and terus blah dr situ -.-
But whatever it is , I AM STILL MALAY lahhhhhh :D
absolutely not talking about you
Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 4:45 AM
Ouh wow . It's funny when someone out of nowhere suddenly nak serang you . And I was like "baby baby baby ohhhhhh" eh no , I was like "eh fuck off , I'm not talking bout your boyf bloody bitch" . Jangan la cepat sangat terasa or perasan or berperasaan sangat . Blog is just a place to express my feelings , emotions , to speak my mind and to write whatever I want .
Well , as long as I don't talk about politics here , I guess I'm safe . LOL .
And I'm being myself with what I'm expressing .
That's the real feelings of mine when I write about something . and yes , I do curse , ALOT . People will get used to it , including "you" if you're happen to be people lah kan .
Ouh , it's 4.50 in the morn and I still have my make up on from the day . HAHA . too lazy to take it off . and I'm darn sleepy . okay only now I feel the sleepy-ness when everyone is about to wake up .
Nanites concrete jungle full of fakers . Everybody seem to be in style now ;)
Haters .
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 3:46 AM
They do exist aren't they ?
It's 3 in the morn , and I came across Jehan's notes on Facebook talking about this girl named Bee John which terribly deals with English language . Which school did she go again ? HAHA . okay enough Bella . I was laughing my ass off over this girl . At least , real entertainment at 3 am . Nice . Thanks Bee John yaw !
(from Jehan's note) It reminds me of my past . seriously . got in fight with TQD . gosh , good old times weh :P I don't want to bring this up , but what's the point , really ? You don't even know me , never meet me before and how come you got me into fight with A , SR , D , HH ? You involved all the Tengku(if they happen to be the real Tengku la :P) and till your cousin is talking behind my back to my best friend , haha no life apparently . And what you get in the end ? N O T H I N G ! Instead , I'm having fun kutuk-ing you with Jazz at Myspace back then . haha so much fun weh . If only I could print screen the conversation . But still , I believe things happen for reason . And see who I am now ? and who you are now ? LOTS OF DIFFERENT kan ? You and your shallow minded not to mention terrible English with bad grammar still standing there with nowhere to go . Get a life !
Another fight I get into is with Mim . I have no idea why we got into fight . She is Shaz's friend indeed . Whose to blame ? but thank God it didn't last . We are friends now . I'm sorry babe , I was judge a book by it's cover before , but no more . I know real you now :)
College life . nuff said . They were my bestfriends but in the end they're the backstab bitches . best kan ? These typical narrow minded Malay girls happen to be real busybody with what am I doing . Depan2 cakap no hal , belakang kutuk bukan main . hamboi . jaga kain sendiri boleh kak ? Kain sendiri tersingkap x perasan eh ? Nyampah . sumpah . they were like "eh kau tau x Bella tue ....." , "Bella tu kan semalam......" and watsoeva pasal Bella . aku penat lah nak jadi popular weh . What goes around comes around aite . It's just not your time yet . Have fun waiting .
And recently , the real fight between me and D . eh wait , we didn't fight , we didn't argue , we didn't hit each other , so what were we ? Ouh yeah , it was her . the BACKSTABBER . You've no idea how much I love you , believe with everything you said , I trust you but what I've got in return ? Cheap talks ? Slander ? Lies ? I don't give a damn yeah . You already gone . I've erased you in my mind , heart and soul . Honestly , I did :) I know we've got hundreds mutual friends on Facebook , but please could you tell your friends to get a life too ? And stop asking me about what happened ? or stop talking about yourself to me ? For God's sake I don't care and I don't give a damn aite ? So please , if you happen to come across my holy blog please tell your friends about it . Thanks .
In conclusion , the haters do exist and they'll never leave us behind . Think positive is the best way . I always imagine myself as Paris Hilton . She have bunches of haters , but she deals with it in professional way . In the end , there is still bunches of lovers . Kan ? Hey , people won't talk forever & if they do , that's cool cause it's only making us FAMOUS . tak ke gitu ? :P
"it's my life Imma do what I do , if you don't like it it's cool , F*CK you !"
berrindu rinduan
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 1:27 AM
Dearest cousin , you are missed by me . ain't no lies about it . serious shit aku rindu sangat kat kau . dah , kuar dr "hell" tu skang . now . ish . I guess I'm not the only one who missing you like crazy here . Your sibs do and of course la your parents too . And my mum , nani , masipah . semua orang pun rindu kat kau lah . haish . Eh , wait . We don't even say proper goodbye kan ? :'( Ni yang rasa nak nanges ni . sob sob . tsk tsk . uwaa uwaa . see ? macam bunyik nangis dah ni .
So , this entry is just for you Farah Syaika Disa Mohd. Rafik ! I'll be going to miss you and guess lepas ni we will rarely meet cause kau kat Matriks N9 and aku kat Segamat . time cuti pun tak same . but no worries , since I'm home ni boleh lah every week aku datang melawat kau ^^ HAHA .
It feels different without you here tho . I've no one to gossip with , no one to argue with , no one to drive me around the town tengok abang cina hot tuh , no one to sleep with and no one to make jokes with :( There's only Adik & Oni left . and they're underage , S A D L Y .
Syaika , balik cepat tau . nak celebrate birthday Fufu nnt , balik k ? okay ? okay ? rindu sangat .
Aku rasa mcm nak tido bilik kau tau , but then tak tahan tgk "mamat mamat hot" tgk aku tgh tido . A W W W W . haha . you know what I mean kan .
watsup fucktards ?
Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 4:09 AM
Olla weekend , I've been waiting for you tau ! sayang , finally you dtg pun . I love you love you ! muah muahhhx ! okay . stop it . gila gay .
Alright , so probably tmrrw , eh no 7 hours from now , I will be accompany my mum since Mother's Day is here (I really dont know the exact date) , so I've got several plans with her . Should be off to Ipoh with the lovelies and having celebration there but then Abah is off to JB , Mamapit still kat Sabah & Syaika is off to Matrix this Monday . haish . spoil je weh . When everybody is busy talking about Iron Man 2 la , IP Man la , my mom suggest a good movie to watch which is P R I N C E . wooooow . Mule2 ingat English movie ke ape , rupe nye Hindustan . hah amik kau . sekali Vivek Oberoi (ex-boyfie) pulak hero die . huish . H O T habis . haha . okay la , fine whatever you want mom . It's your day .
Ya Allah kurniakan lah aku boyf yang muka ala2 dia ni . haha boleh ? :P
Abah dah tarik muka . haha . x habis habis . sabar2 , Abah your day will come , sooner . Wait , when is my day ?! Where is "Awesome Children's Day" ? NOT FAIR weh . grr . but no worries , still I celebrate the days with you both . Ibu , lepas ni jgn complain every year Mother's day Bella bagi hamper perfume je okeyh . Ni dah bwk tgk movie siap . teman jalan2 for the whole day . hah . besar nye pengorbanan anak mu ini . cehwah . takpe2 , nnt birthday Bella , ibu x buat mcm ni siap lah . jgn bg alasan Bella kat Segamat la ape , I'll come back ! haha .
Gotta go now . I'm gonna need my long sleep . sumpah long . semalam sleep at 4am bangun at 3pm . anak dara ape ni ? turun2 je ibu , nani ngan masipah dah membebel . kalau tau , baik tapayah bgn terus . kan kan ?
dalam hati ada taman
Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 3:23 AM
ADA ke ?
haha no comment .
Peeps , I'm on H O L S now . officially on :) So , since I'm already H O M E for about 2 months ni , please please I'm begging you , PLEASE take me out ! I don't want to be stuck at home with Nani watching Hindustan 24/7 , Yasmine yang mulut becok memanjang and Ashiq yg jerang melekat kat rumah . so please yeah ? Amm , you promised me oledi . don't forget forget to belanja me shisha at Carlos this Friday nite ouh . Yanie , you also already promise me kan ? Our girls date on Sat ? hah . datang jemput di rumah ye sayang :) And of course the only one Mia , our date next week jgn buat buat lupa ye makcik ? I miss you like crazy dah ni ! Lagi ? ouh yeah , Syaika is off to N9 for matrikulasi (skema sikit) on 10th May ! grr . bitch , aku baru balik , kau dah nak blah eh ? ape cer ? mcm mane nak dating ? nak sleepover ? nak manje manje ? mcm mane ? ottogeyh ?! touching :(
My first night home . sleep at 9 , woke up at 1 due to the most annoying badass F L U ! grr . tak pasal2 terpakse online . turun bawah . makan . then makan ubat . then tengok tv . eh eh , citer best at 4am kat ABO . kene stay up sebab nak tengok . salah siape ? salah SELESEMA ! grr . kesian ibu x boleh tido sebab bunyi bunyian yang mmg menjengkelkan datang dr hidung yang x berapa nak mancung ni ^^
Eh talking about Ibu , Mother's Day dah dekat sangat dah ni . What's for this year ? I'll make sure the celebration is lebih hangat drpd biasa . cehwah . Ibu , sarang-hae <3
no more her :')
Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 2:49 AM
Because once upon a time.
We were bestfriends
But then I remembered,
Once upon a time,
Only comes in fairy tales.
I don't need a friend like you in my life even though it's hard to swallow the truth
but I'm glad we off this way . Have a good life .
malas .
Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 11:55 AM
Honestly , I'm tired of bullshits . If this what you want , okay fine live it your way . Please don't ever keep in touch with me again . Please ! stay away from me . I need to keep a distance from you AT THE MOMENT . I don't believe that you had nerve to say the things you said . But I know , it's not your fault . but seriously , who cares ? You choose ur BF instead of ur BFF . It hurts , but nobody knows how deep it cuts :(
No matter what happen , still I'm always by your side . still loving you . still welcome you in my life . still you're my bff . still my soul sisters . still my kakak . still my every-single-thing . Iloveyou .
Once you had enough with that bastard , please lemme know and come back ! I'm always wanting you back .
Perfect Girlfriend
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 3:57 PM
* I LOVE YOU
* I have gorgeous eyes
* I enjoy being a girl
* I always smell good.
* I am curvalicious!
* I LOVE YOU
* I have long hair
* I won't drag you shopping with me
* I won't order a salad.
* I will hide around corners and try to scare you in the dark of the night.
* I will end up scaring myself and you'll have to calm me down.
* I won't nag you when you watch sports cause you know I will join you instead.
* I will let you be the MAN in the relationship.
* I don't hold grudges.
* I will let you do things you want.
* I won't get jealous over your "girlfriends".
* I love Justin Bieber.
* I listen to pretty much everything.
* I know what makes the rocking world go round
* My bed isn't overstuffed with furry animals
* I let you open jars that "I can't open"
* I won't ever cheat.
* I 'm gracious.
* I LOVE YOU
* I'm loyal
* I can laugh like there's no tomorrow.
* I say whatever on my mind.
* I won't curse you. I swear I won't.
* I can cook, clean, bake and I'll sing while doing it.
* I will hold you when you need it.
* I listen when you need to talk.
* I will be your date to anything that you need.
* I will remember your birthday.
* I don't need fancy things to have a good time.
* I don't care what we are doing as long as it's with you.
* You will always look hot as hell to me first thing in the morning.
* I'm 19 with the mind of an 21 year old and a heart of a 11 year old.
* I don't do drugs. I won't smoke and drink anymore.
* I won't flirt with your friends.
* I only need to see you 1-2 times a month.
* I only need a 10-40 minutes phone call everyday.
* I make bomb caramel, cakes and soufflés.
* I have sexy lips.
* I LOVE YOU
* I will hang out in your clothes to keep your smell close to me
* I won't put girlie things into your bathroom/room
* I keep myself well dressed and groomed
* I won't burden you with my PMS problems.
* I brush my teeth 4x a day
* I LOVE YOU
* Shower at least thrice a day!
* I won't make fun of your manhood
* I treat you for ice cream
* I love surprises.
* Any present, big or small, will make me happy.
* I have all my teeth and they are straight.
* I'm not looking for financial support
* I don't want to marry you right now.
* I LOVE YOU
* I'll let you hug me even when you are sweaty.
* I won't drag you to the manicurist.
* I don't eat pizza with a fork and knife.
* I won't go out all night without letting you know and let you freak out.
* I'll call when I say I will.
* I won't text you while you are out with your friends.
* Your wallet, car and house don't impress me.
* Treat me like a lady and I will treat you like a man and I will always be there for you.
* I have a rack that I will shamelessly display for you.
* I drink a lot of water.
* I can carry a conversation for long than 30 seconds.
* I won't go through your drawers or try to get into your cell phone/email.
* Your laugh will make me smile years to come.
* I will put post-its in random places for you to find when I'm not there.
* You + Me + Dancing + Outdoors + Rain = Afternoon fun.
* I don't listen to a lot of country either.
* I LOVE YOU
* You have already invested by reading this, so take a leap.
* Im not your average school girl sayang.
*I SWEAR I LOVE YOU SO DAMN FUCKING MUCH , ain't no doubt about it :)
Much Love ,
Salsabella Haron :))
HAHA . how's that sound to you ? heh . I've done this back in 2008 when I was in form 5 while waiting for my Add Maths Paper 2 to finish except for the JUSTIN BIEBER part lah :P
Ooi , I miss those moments kot . Erin , do you remember the prom ? Hellah goooood kan ? :')
it's been ages ,
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 10:46 AM
Since I wrote anything here . So yeah , here we go again . Life has been treating me pretty good lately and I'm glad for everything :) Umm , final is around the corner . So , I seriously need to get rid of social websites and of course cut down my social activities . So guys no more overnite ke party ke event ke okay . stop for now . FOCUS needed for FINAL ! Honestly , I'm a bit nervous bout this coming final . I've been such a "good" girl at Uni , so yeah . haha . whatever happens , let it be . heh .
I've been missing my bitches so dearly ! Erin , Ummi , Scha , Abil lets catch up . La Bodega everyone ? hehe . Can't wait for this sem break . We're going to stir some shits up cause just one night couldn't be so wrong right sluts ? heh . Luff luff luff and much luff for ya'all !
Dear , after two good years I finally OVER you . and I'm glad that I did . Thanks for everything . You're right , DON'T BE SAD CAUSE IT'S OVER , JUST BE GLAD IT WAS ONCE YOURS . You'll always be the best football partner , the best listener , the perfect lullaby for me . Those good times that I always heart :') It's time to say goodbye !
P/S : I listen to Justin Bieber's much lately ! This kid really get me going <3
My 5 Top Love Story .
Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 12:52 AM
okay , here's the deal . I was tagged by Hannah , so here's what Im gonna do . I have to list down my 5 favorite love story ! So , let see movie ape yg layan :)
Tapayah explain la kot knpe suka cerita ni . Dari zaman hingus2 lagi sampai skg ni , crite ni tetap di hati ! confirm boleh layan bnyk kali and tiap kali tgk akan basah pipi :P confirm ! HAHA
Cerita ni sangat best ! Betul x tipu . Tentang Kareena yg otw nak lari dr rumah cause nak ikut boyf die and Shahid yg baru lepas putus cinta . Both on the same train . and the jalan crite I tell you ! very unpredictable and it's weird how they can be together in the end . HAHA
okay , x love story pun crite ni sebenarnya . Just rase semua lelaki yg kat dunia yg kene dump by girls TAK PATUT buat mcm laki ni ! Haha . Come on , move on la guys ! :) You can find plenty of Sarah Marshall out there . kan ? P/S : I tgk yg RATED VERSION punye k :P
Cerita ni sumpah sedih gila . Tentang Salman Khan yg jatuh cinta kat sorang perempuan ni . Mcm2 la die buat cause nak dapat perempuan ni je . But one day b4 their wedding , perempuan tu mati lemas . Sebab ? Salman Khan yg campak die dlm swimming pool ! (malas nk xplain panjang , nk tau tgk sndiri knpe Salman Khan buat camtu) . Then , Salman Khan jadi gila and Kareena is his doctor . Utk menyembuhkan Salman Khan ni , Kareena recall the memories sume la . and Salman Khan sihat and decide nak kahwin ngan Kareena but bapak Kareena x setuju and die do something to Salman Khan yg menyebabkan Salman Khan menjadi mayat hidup (at last mati cause abg angkat Salman Khan bunuh cause x sanggup tgk die mcm tu) and Kareena jadi gila ! Tapayah ckp la berape kali ulang tgk citer ni ! HAHA
Next is Mohabbatein . well , tapayah explain kot . Ramai yg tau ! Mmg best en ? :D
Kenape mcm bnyk citer Hindustan je XD HAHA kantoi !
Braces guy !
Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 2:44 PM
Especially for Mia darling :))
Mia , you can keep him for the rest of your life
You know I don't mind :P
&
I've got the better picture of him la .
HAHA
GIGI BESIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :D
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 11:12 PM
Everybody sees it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
Always felt the need for space
And now I can't reach your face
So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again .
So lets crawl
Back to love .
you see ,
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 12:36 AM
I don't want a perfect life , I just ask for a almost perfect life .
A life full with laughters , endless happiness & love and no tears .
Pink of health till the moment I die .
A great family that always stay together :)
A perfect husband that wil love me more than himself :)
Friends that always be there for me till end of time .
Things that are classy .
Luxury rides .
(I'm craving for BMW X5 TYPHOON 2010 atm !)
A little perfect house by the beach .
And tell me what I need more ?
I'm not feeling well =l
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 3:53 AM
back from Malacca . everything's fine . super fine . and I'm happy , honestly :)
It's 4 in the morn ,
Shaz is sleeping heavenly next to me and I can't sleep .
envy her . haih .
Idk why . I miss you ?
HELL YES !
I do . ain't no doubt about it sayang .
Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 2:48 AM
"Feelings never makes sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started."
Blaire Waldorf, Gossip Girl
You , yes you :)
@ 2:35 AM
Ain't no lies about it .
Yes , I do .
Over a year .
And we standing still .
I love you .
more and more everyday :)
okayh .
BULLSHIT .
Me plus You :)
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 1:52 AM
Bieber you're totally a-dork-able , ADORABLE I mean :) heh .
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou !
currently addicted to this 15 years old gorgeous boy .
heyya peeps , I'm HOME *again* and that makes my weekend :) woot woot !
Well , the reason I'm home this weekend is because of Farah's house warming that going to be held less than 10 hours ! and I'm one of the VVIP (very very important person) you see . tak nak pun balik act , but dh kene pakse en :P and since cop kolej pun dah cukup 5 (batak sial !) and cop uitm pun dah separuh suku (buat paham sudah) so I'm free to be home eventhough ade SUKOL . hehe be jealous la sayang :P but no worries , I've got MC yaw ! so that I can redeem the SUKOL cop . thanks doc , you're the best ! :) lova lova .
I bet the house warming going to be hectic ! seriously ! ain't no lies bout it . all day n nite long .
to the lovelies all over the world , I miss you guys so damn hellah much ! especially my super-gorgeous people ; Farahs (all the 6 Farah) , Yasmine , Azlina , Azim n Naz n Nash n Amm n Jad n the list goes on n on n on ! haha .
eh , we're on 5th Feb already . teehee . the month of love . going to celeb it with the whole fam like last year again I swear ! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo