Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 1:58 AM
I WONDER WHEN WILL I EVER MAKE YOU PROUD ?
or
AM I ALREADY DID ?
pardon me ,
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 2:34 AM
GOODBYE 2009 , HELLO 2010 !
I really really really CANNOT WAIT FOR 2010 !
woot woot :D
it's a random Monday night . Nothing much to do . or to say . Watched some movies on tv . One of 'em called ; College Road Trip . it's pretty good movie a bout a girl who wants to get enrolled in Georgetown , but her over-proctective dad wants her to go to nearby college . It's the same story as me . okay , NOOOO . it's uside down . HAHA . I wanna go to some nearby college while my mum pushing me away to somewhere far . far away from home & family . tsk tsk -.-
In the end , that girl made it to Georgetown , while me end up with mum's decision .
Sometimes , dream doesn't come true & it's not always a happy ending for every story . eh , real life story , like MINE .
heartbeat
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 1:36 AM
Annyeong :D
It's been awhile since I update my blog . so , here we go . we are on the end . finally , everything's over . new chapter of life . new phase . new experience . new friends . new roomates . new lover ? HAH ? NOO . well , at least not for now . I swear , single life is a gift ! HAHAHA . okay lets straight to the point . I'm on my last week home . going back to bloody UiTM on Saturday . aigoo -.- can I not go ? can ? can ?
I bloody forgot where the hell I put my student card at . no preparation yet . but so far so good . heh . honestly , going back to UiTM is not a big thing for me . cause I know I'll be back home again . very very often . lols .
okay move on , this week I've been busy helping Mamija family packing up stuffs . new crib yaw ! hehe . they already moved in yesterday . Alhamdullilah , everything's okay :)
what else ? As I always said , good things does happen in DECEMBER & it is ! :) I'm glad that everything is goin well . last week at home , I just need to chill to the max and start packing up ! haish . I hate packing . seriously . but I hate unpack even more ! aigoo -.-
btw , I'm thinking bout changing my phone number . there is a bastard keep calling/texting me like he has NO LIFE ! he's annoying . to the max . Sorry , but that's the true . If you come across my blog , please don't disturb me . stop calling me with those weird numbers you fucking bastard ! If I ever did anything wrong to you , I'm really sorry & if you think I left you hanging , you can committe suicide now cause I never ever been in relationship with you . there is NOTHING between us . get it bastard ? you made me hate you even more . you're irritating me . now , GOTOHELL !
I need my beauty sleep now . Talk later . Ciao
eh wait . before that , Mir sarang hae <3
ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! sodamnbloodyfuckingmuch <3
standing still
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 3:15 PM
Okay , I already knw my result . I'm not satisfied . AT ALL . but still thank God for everything . The result "suit" me well . Honestly . Well , guess Im too playful . being part 1 . You know how it was . I'm still shocked with college life . live by my own . handling stress alone without family by my side . skipped classes . no one will get mad at me if i don't finish up my assignments . So , yeah ! I deserve the so-so result . I thought it would be worst ! but luckily , it's not .
So , I promised myself to get better , much much much better result than this one ! Hopefully DL . I won't let mum down . haish . I feel bad atm cause I yelled at her just now when she asked me bout the result and start nagging . I know , it's not her fault , not mine either . Life's way too difficult than I thought . Enrolled in UiTM is such a bad idea in first place . I always knew that . I thought I was lucky enough being in UiTM cause I never imagined to enrolled in any IPTA , and everyone believes that I'll never make it regarding to my cocurriculum pointer . it's E people . 1.3 . I dont even care about it back in high sch . I already set my target . Law in any IPTS .
But things go the other way , & here I am now as one of the UiTM student . Okay , I admit it's not easy to get in cause some just want it so badly but they can't make it and I thank God for that , but I always feel that UiTM is not the right thing for me . Always . But who am I to disagree with everything ? I'm just a follower . I'm a slave . I hv to obey what others think is right for me . My opinion , my voice , my talk equals to bullshits .
just so you know ,
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 12:30 AM

Every woman should have 4 pets .
A mink in the closet ,
A jaguar in the garage ,
A tiger in bed ,
& a JACKASS to pay everything .
-
Paris Hiltonshe's a total bitch isn't she ? but she's my idol since I was 11 . I still remember how bad I want to be like her . Taking picture at the mall next to her paper mannequin , till I asked the owner of the shop ;
"will you sell this ?" LOL . I remember how excited I am having her perfume
(Heiress) as my
bday gift . Fyi , I still
hv the bottle complete with the box . Now , not anymore . You know why I adore her damn much ? Her self-confident blows my mind away . No jokes . Whenever I feel down , whenever I need to be inspired , she's the one I look up to :)
superbored
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 2:49 AM
I've got well umm nothing to do . Like seriously ! haish . All I do is laying down on bed and watching movies , drama series , music videos on my lappy and busy playing FB games . I only went downstairs to brunch and supper .
Can I say that I miss UiTM life ? Is it acceptable to hear Bella Haron says that she actually can't wait for her next sem at UiTM Segamat ? hah . No lies , I really do .
Well it's 3 in the morn and I feel abit sleepy . I guess I'm off to bed now . Nanites paradise .
p/s : I wake up late for past few days . Reason ? My dream land is better than reality :)
sleeping to dream about YOU :)
YOU know who YOU are .

Yeshhhh you ELI! Saranghae :)
MIN HOO ; NO WORRIES , YOU'RE STILL ON MY MIND :)
bionik =,=
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 3:35 AM
Out of nowhere , he captured my eyes and my heart today ! :)
"you're the finest thing in history i've ever seen"this one captured his attention :)
what December will bring ?
@ 12:54 AM
The first day of the last month of 2009 ! Dear December , hit me ! Definitely can't wait for 2010 !
Well , my day was all good . Woke up at 2 , have brunch , watching movies all day long and busy jadi petani yg berjaya kat Farmville . I learnt a lesson from one of the movie I watch which is The Cliques . I just realized that I've this novel ! but I don't bother to read it , AT ALL . lols . Well , this movie basically based on bunch of classy girls which are mean , well no doubt they are . Then , one day there is a girl named Claire "sumthin" (she's cute when she saying that !) come to the town . Well , her dad and Massie's dad are best friend . So this Claire girl staying at the guest house . Basically , Claire is really simple , your next door girl , don't really bother what she's wearing or how her hair looks like while Massie is a total classy bitch with those branded stuffs and absolutely stunning ! (well , for me she is . I like her , personally) . So C is fascinated by M and trying hard to be like her and also impressed her . But in the end , C come to realize that she dont have to change herself to make somebody like her . She realize that she's trying really hard to get M attention , to be one of the M gang , and of course to fit in which is C never will ! So , she decided to stay who she is and be kind to people . and it works . in the end , C saved M from being humiliated in one party .
I feel whoa ! :D lols . at least , there is something to learn tho . it's good .
the great cast and Tyra Banks *the producer*
she's Massie . Isn't she classy nuff for someone who just turn 12 ?Another one that I watched just now is The Mist . this one is kinda "scary" . It's about bunch of people who trapped in a supermarket . Well , not much to tell . I hate this one old lady who talks about doomsday and she actually belives that God send her to be the one that tell people that wolrd is going to end soon (konon macam malaikat Izrail la) . ugh please . she's annoying and she leads people to committe suicide . this movie I tell you , better don't watch . In the end , this David guy who act manage to get out from the supermarket bring 4 people with him including his son (act 8 , but 4 dh mati kene bunuh ngan "alien" bodo tuh) , and get out from that town but then afta few hours camtuh his truck lacks of diesel . So , he decides to kill everybody including his son ! I was like fuckthewhattttt ! haish . And he didn't kill himself cause he wants that bloody alien to kill him . But then once he stepped out from the truck , he finds out that the amry forces manage to get rid of those bloody alien and things get better . and all he can do is scream and scream and scream . full of regrets =,=
that's the movie review for now . LOLS . Ouh ouh new addiction , online shopping . well , blame those who don't take me out . Im spending money wisely thru internet :p hahaha .
I'm really looking forward to next year . This year was tiring . so much of drama . Next chapter puh-lease ! lols !
but before that , BONJOUR DECEMBER ! :D You know what , good things always happen in DECEMBER . well as for me it is :D