Bonjour bloggers , silent readers and not to forget STALKERS .
I talk shits lot here and I don't use proper English or Malay , so leave before I give you a headache .

I may not be PERFECT and I dont want to cause in my opinion , REAL people aren't PERFECT and PERFECT people aren't REAL . right ? So , why do you expect me to be one ? I just couldn't understand some people that want me to follow them . I mean , the way they carry theirselves , the way they looking down at other people . it is really really IRRITATING ! Im not asking for more , Im just asking to be ME . the real ME . not the fake "Bella Haron" that are afraid of what might other people think about her . I may be "suck" if I turn to the real "Bella Haron" but it is much more better than just faking around . I didn't mean to lie , i didn't mean to hurt your feelings but if i didn't do that now , when do you expect me to do ? when im 30 ? 50 ? nooo ! i really really want to enjoy my teens life , so please , gimme some air , so that i can breath easily . stop pushing me to be someone that i dont want to be . please , just STOP . i know the real "Bella Haron" and stop pretend you know me so well just because you are part of me . the real meaning of this paragraph is , i really want to be ME . the real ME . so please , STOP being criticsm and gossiping all around . im sorry , really sorry if you're hurt or feel deceiving , but please believe me , im 17 and i know how to take a bestest care of myself . let me be what i want to be . dont stop me , because i may be more aggresive about self identity . i cannot take it anymore when people look down on me *like i am a weirdo* trust me , if you are in my shoes , you will do the same thing too eventho you didn't mean to hurt anybody's feeling . I know , people will talk , but untill when ? they will tired and forgot those things . people change , so do I . so once again , stop pushing me from behind and please take my hand and support me from side :) i hope that you people may understand what im talking about in here . no matter who i am , im still the old "Bella Haron" .

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woot woot ! tomorrow is the DAY :) im nervous , confused , scared and guilty . idk why . but the most important thing is im soooooo EXCITED ! haha . ermm , many many things happened lately . lemme tell you one by one :))

firstly about Farahin xD goshhhh ! last wednesday , me and my babes was lepaking outside the computer lab . suddenly , farahin scream something sounds like this "ULARR ! ULARRRRR ! ULARRRRRRR!" AT FIRST , we tot she just playing around but she screaming till she cried . haha . then , we all dah gelabah gile , then check on the "ULAR" . guess what ? it is not ular tho , it is baby BIAWAK !!! OMG ! Farahin , u were such a drama-queen xD hahhahahaha . WTF ! then , we start to kacau2 the baby biawak xD

secondly , for the 2nd time in my whole life , im on BAS AWAM again ! haha . my fault . malas nk susahkan mamijah , then just naik bas awam jelah xD funny aite ? goshh ! *my 1st time on bas awam was when im in form 3 *

thirdly , all 5 Vokasional 1 students are talking about the PROM NIGHT non stop ! i know all the Chinese girls are going . all the Indian girls are not interested at all . and the only Malay girls are going is me and Erin . haih =,=


fourthly *idk whether this are acceptable* LOL . im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo SLEEPY ! come on , gimme rest mum xD chiaw readers :)



x0x0 ,
Queen B

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5.15 am - wake up and take a shower . get ready to school . suddenly , ouh it's RAINING outside . shitty shit betul lahh xD

5.45 am - ate breakfast . still raining . god ! how im going to school then ? what a disaster !!

6.00 am - heavily raining . God , am i not going to school ? quite happy=,= *cause i lost my homework paper for maths . lol

6.15 am - still raining . haih *sigh

6.35 am - "tapayah pegi jelah , Bella . gi tidur balik . " - Ibu

6.40 am - went to sleep xD haha

8.30 am - turn on the laptop and start to melalut at here ;b

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my god ! im so bored tonite . nothing seems can grab my attention except the prom . lol . but im tired think bout it cause i need to focus on my 2nd standardise first . im soo going to get back my top 10 place . ouh yes , i can do it :)

ermm , lets talk bout my classmates & friends lah . lemme describe them . im bored tho =,= heh . i rarely judge people unless for their own good , so that they can be better next time . im straight-forward type of person or in easy language is *cakap lepas* . haha .

lets start with Erin :) she's so into me . we share the same interest and i like talking to her about anything because she wont gimme the weird expression . LOL xD

next is Kyra :) she's funny . she's the injector of humor to be exact . she willing to listen but she dont really concern . haha xD

Fyqa :) she's really good in Bahasa . *envy her . she take things seriously and fierce a lil bit but she have a kind heart . heh .

Are-in :) she's loud . nothing really about her . ouh yea , we share the same zodiac xD hee

Atikah :) God ! her boyf is under-age xD hahahaha . ermm , idk wht shld i write bout her . well , she kinda new here so my first impression about her is "budak baru tu brutal siot xD" haha .

Fatin :) she's outgoing type of person . i guess she dont know what "shy" means . haha xD

Shida :) she's really good in Account . heh . she's quiet type of ppl . and she dont really care wht ppl think bout her .

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lets talk about today . nothing's really happened . it's just bored as ur grandma . lol xD seriously bored and im totally pissed off with somebody . *dah ko x dpt pegi prom night tu , tapayah lh nk mengate orang plk ! bodoh ! u stupid monkey ass face ! fuck mann !* i feel like to slap u or something . she's soo jealous over me =,= MONKEY ! ermm , today Pn Husna told me and erin about her cat named Mamarina . lol xD the cat just gave birth to several kittens *im not sure the number of the kittens* but the cat doesn't seem right lately . Pn Husna said maybe she's ill and going to die cause this morning , the cat was missing . Pn Husna was crying while telling us tht . Im touched , so are Erin . so we try to comfort Pn Husna . then , otw to Science lab , I met Ann & Ain . but they ignoring me . what's happened ? especially Ann . i dont know the accurate reason for her jelingan manja but i thought it must got something to do with her bday party with Ain at bowling centre and i couldn't make it . i feel guilty right now and quite worried . but no worries , i know how to cheer them up *i guess* . CUPCAKES ! yeay ! Im going to make cupcakes for their bday :) teehee xD then , during addmaths class , me & erin keep talking about the prom & bout losing virginity *watthefakkk ! haha . yesterday , i watched Gossip Girl , then i realised that not all western girls okay with losing their virginity including Blair . she so worried bout her reputation . and i remembered what Chuck said , he says that "u're attractive when you're beautiful and untoched , but now for me you're just like rubbish" heh . now i know that not all of 'em are okay with losing it . lol xD btw , gtg . i need my nap :) bye !

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we're talking bout the prom at first :)

then , we started to melalut to Faez and the size of penis xD WTF ?

then we started to talk about SR lah pulak =,=

then , we talk about the prom again . and about asking Am to be my partner . haha . Wuttafishh !

finally , we talked about JAD & EJAD *quite the same name huh ? LOL

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Annyeong ! p/s : I still talk about CAPRICE alot & still LEE MIN HOO is LOVE . Min Hoo-ssi , sarang hae <3

She's Bella . turning 19 and she's no good dealing with new people . not friendly but she smiles alot . Approach her , then you'll realize how loud she can be ! :) uncomplicated but that doesn't mean she's easy-type-of-person . She's a FUN lover & she laugh lots :)
I can't believe people are actually reading this >.<

Ciao .

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