please STOP
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 5:36 PM
I may not be PERFECT and I dont want to cause in my opinion , REAL people aren't PERFECT and PERFECT people aren't REAL . right ? So , why do you expect me to be one ? I just couldn't understand some people that want me to follow them . I mean , the way they carry theirselves , the way they looking down at other people . it is really really IRRITATING ! Im not asking for more , Im just asking to be ME . the real ME . not the fake
"Bella Haron" that are afraid of what might other people think about her . I may be "suck" if I turn to the real
"Bella Haron" but it is much more better than just faking around . I didn't mean to lie , i didn't mean to hurt your feelings but if i didn't do that now , when do you expect me to do ? when im 30 ? 50 ? nooo ! i really really want to enjoy my teens life , so please , gimme some air , so that i can breath easily . stop pushing me to be someone that i dont want to be . please , just STOP . i know the real "Bella Haron" and stop pretend you know me so well just because you are part of me . the real meaning of this paragraph is , i really want to be ME . the real ME . so please , STOP being criticsm and gossiping all around . im sorry , really sorry if you're hurt or feel deceiving , but please believe me , im 17 and i know how to take a bestest care of myself . let me be what i want to be . dont stop me , because i may be more aggresive about self identity . i cannot take it anymore when people look down on me
*like i am a weirdo* trust me , if you are in my shoes , you will do the same thing too eventho you didn't mean to hurt anybody's feeling . I know , people will talk , but untill when ? they will tired and forgot those things . people change , so do I . so once again , stop pushing me from behind and please take my hand and support me from side :) i hope that you people may understand what im talking about in here . no matter who i am , im still the old "Bella Haron" .
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