Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 12:40 AM
Im downloading some stuff to the laptop but it's so
FUCKING LEMBAB ! sial lahhhhh ! no matter what i'll be waiting coz it's so damn important :D u dont hv to know what it is btw . ermm , i can't sleep lately . i hv to drink
ubat batuk , then only i can hv a good sleep . dh lh x boleh tidur pastu bangun plk awal2 pagi . i just dont know what is wrong with me . ade one day ni , i tot dh pukul 8 sumthing but it's only 4 am in the morn . wht the heck ? uish , something's wrong with me . btw today , for the brpe kali ntah , im not confident with myself . i was like
"bella , are you serious u're going to take law ? corporate law ?" adoi . i mean yes i am . but im just not confident enuff tho .
x gile ke aku nnt bace buku psl law je ? can i take it ? can i face it ? can i pass it every sem ? that's important . i dont want to repeat . i fucking damn hate it ! but im 100 percent going to achieve my dream :D please ! dont ever let me down ! Lawyer is my dream job since i was a lil girl when other kids doesn't know his/her future career but Ive set it on my mind .
LAWYER and that's it ! no other choice ! as you can see i start melalut oledi . wtv . it's my entry , not yours and i dont fucking care if no one ever read it , I do at least :)
btw , ive found this from
Alea Amin . thanks :)
*as I said , I was boring :D
My Top 5 Most Favorite Foods1. Ikan Pari Asam Pedas *yummy !
2. California Rolls
3. Grilled Salmon
4. _Momma's Ayam Masak Merah
5. Tom Yam :D :D
10 Things I Love Doing1. berangan
2.
talking to myself *it's not silly
3. hang out with cousins :D *they're fun to be with
4. watching gossip girl all over again :D
5. listen to Jack Johnson's
6. dance like party animal
7.
being VAIN *it's seriously dangerous
8. shopping with my mum *cause i dont hv to use my money :p
9. lepak mamak lahhhh !
10. surfing the net till morn
5 Things I Do When I'm EMO1. yell at ppl *usually my sibs
2. cry
3. take a long shower with clothes on
4. isolate myself in room and turn up the volume of my fav songs
5. hurt myself *i do that oke
5 Things I Love Doing When I'm Happyanything to shows that Im HAPPY at tht time :))
5 Things I Want To Happen1. to have a life like Sophia Yasmin Yusoff :D :D
2. to be real skinny
3. to get a great result in SPM 08
4. to be rich like bastard Bush !
5. to get married with boyf and having babies ASAP :D hahaha
My Top 5 Most Addicted songscurrently:
1. Deeper Conversation - Yunalis
2. Forgive Me - Leona Lewis
3. Magic - JT
4. You Make it Real - James Morrison
5. Your Love - Najwa
Labels: Fucking life, survey