RUINED
Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 2:40 AM
EVERYTHING WAS RUINED
by Bella Haron herself .
when I said EVERYTHING , it means every-single-thing !
haish .
full of regrets . damn frustrated . dissapointed .
but still ,
egois . pretend to be "ouh-i'm-so-fine" . so-not-sorry .
ugh .
I always think that I deserve more , more , more and more ! I always look up , never look down . I always wanna be a better person . I never learn how to be grateful . All I know is , why they can have more than I do ? Who are they ? If they can , Bella Haron pun boleh . See ? I'm so-damn-AMBITIOUS .
Maybe , I should look down . Think about people who worst than me . Then only I learn how to be grateful . You know what , that's the right thing to do . I'll try -,- my very best .