why ?
Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 12:12 AM
Im aware that Im not okay lately . Im so miserable eventhough some might not noticed it . I try many ways to keep things out of my mind . I have keep the distance away from few people just to make things better , but I dont think it works . really . Im so fucked up at this moment . I just dont know what to do .
I need lots of ciggas .
I need sleeping pills .
I need alcohol , okay not gonna happened . I need someone . someone who willing to share this shits with me . so , ANYONE ? I feel like crying , eh wait no , I feel like slapping somebody . eh wait Ive better idea , why don't I just comitte suicide ? ouh yeah ,
problem solved .