standing still
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 3:15 PM
Okay , I already knw my result . I'm not satisfied . AT ALL . but still thank God for everything . The result "suit" me well . Honestly . Well , guess Im too playful . being part 1 . You know how it was . I'm still shocked with college life . live by my own . handling stress alone without family by my side . skipped classes . no one will get mad at me if i don't finish up my assignments . So , yeah ! I deserve the so-so result . I thought it would be worst ! but luckily , it's not .
So , I promised myself to get better , much much much better result than this one ! Hopefully DL . I won't let mum down . haish . I feel bad atm cause I yelled at her just now when she asked me bout the result and start nagging . I know , it's not her fault , not mine either . Life's way too difficult than I thought . Enrolled in UiTM is such a bad idea in first place . I always knew that . I thought I was lucky enough being in UiTM cause I never imagined to enrolled in any IPTA , and everyone believes that I'll never make it regarding to my cocurriculum pointer . it's E people . 1.3 . I dont even care about it back in high sch . I already set my target . Law in any IPTS .
But things go the other way , & here I am now as one of the UiTM student . Okay , I admit it's not easy to get in cause some just want it so badly but they can't make it and I thank God for that , but I always feel that UiTM is not the right thing for me . Always . But who am I to disagree with everything ? I'm just a follower . I'm a slave . I hv to obey what others think is right for me . My opinion , my voice , my talk equals to bullshits .